Heyy. I'm a girl called Nur Syahirah. Young Eighteen. I am half ice-cream, half-candy and half-human. I have a sweet tooth.
I'll punch the daylights outta you if you give me bitter chocolate uh. I love dancing and acting.
The world is my stage. I love my families&friends.
Ke Ching!
15 March 2012 @ Thursday, March 15, 2012
Hey Awesome Readers,
It is been awhile since i update this empty and boring blog. I must say, this early 2012 is just only myself and I and nothing else. I'm think, i spent my hours working and working.
Money is just too important to me, I am not money face i must say. Don't get me wrong. Ever since i started working part time at the age of 16, i started to buy things at my own, even my textbooks, notes , concession ezlink card, prepaid, my lunch, my uniform, my extra penny to got out with my friends, etc and most of the time i use my own pocket money. Rarely, i would ask my parents for it.
I also always depend of my bursary money, everytime i receive any scholarship, i try to save 90% of it, to buy what i want. I got myself my own personal laptop and do a bit of shopping.
I always envy on people who always get what they want from their parents.
E.g I need a IPHONE and next day they will get.
How good is their life uh?
But wait, i never once regret on how hard life is, i learn through my experience that " you want what you want, you bloody work hard for it." I always put this mind-set everywhere i go.
Next post will be my Graduation Day & Experience in NITEC in Nursing.
Stay tune,
Syahirah.
Teary Tears
30 June 2011 @ Thursday, June 30, 2011
This tears waited for me for so long, to just let it flow to my red cheek. Every drops of tears, there is meaning to it. I can't lie to myself that it is so hurtful. I am tired, really tired. I am really tired of fighting for my friends, they just count on me, when they need me.
When, now, i need them, no one bothers. I think too much for them.
29 June 2011 @ Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Let me bring you to my journey for 2year and 1st semester; attachment semester & happy holiday for me.
Those 10 weeks of the roller coaster attachment with all my girls it is really a wonderful trip. We went general ward(surgical&medical), and interesting IMH and Boring Community Hospital,ST.ANDREWS.Yet, all of us went through together those unpredicted moments but we were strong. Being a Nurse, is not a simple job to do, i'm just Sweet 18! But im working very serious and my patient life is in my hand. Wahduh. Stress not only with my patient, their relatives, staff and even with my lecturer okay!But, i overcome it with a steady and positive attitude. Overall, i enjoy my posting with SGH GRP 3!
I met a very very nice, N.U.S Student who taught me a lot during my positing. Chi Ling, hope one day we will work together ya. Hope i'll be your junior SN :P
My awesome girls :)
Overall i got a Grade A, awesome right? But before that they pranked me first! Love you Ms Yoges and Rubbini. Thank Ruby, for checking my marks.


Besides those hectic attachment, i also spent time with my drama-members. We did FlashMob and stuff and one of the day, i plan one the session. I hope they had fun ya :)

Thanks for reading and wait till the next post ya.
Love,

17 April 2011 @ Sunday, April 17, 2011
Evening Sunshine.
It is a hectic March&April for me. With Drama, Bridge Leaders, Ryehan Party, West Side Story, BBQ with Nursing Mates, Orientation for the April Intake,Camp and ATTACHMENT!
Well, a little disappointed on myself that i did not do well for my 2.1 Semester. The result was all okay, nothing special. All 3 subject I score a B. But life has to go on as per normal and i have to look forward to the future. A little shout out for some events
West Side Story is Finally over but not the friendship
BBQ With my AWESOME nurses.
BL APRIL INTAKE ORIENTATION BABY!!
I would like to congrats all my AHS Leaders for the effort and determination. Is never been easy to take a class of 43 but you guys did. Like what i remind you guys the other day " I do not want to scold anyone of you, we are teenagers and we hate to be scolded and i want to have a very positive energy with all of my leaders and students." And you guys did even better during the second half. Gonna miss all of you alr! I miss my JP1011N class. All the best in your nursing life.
Happy 18th hawaiian Ryehan!
It so fruitful to know you girl. We went through our happiest and lowest moment together. No words can descibe you any further.
Drama Camp
Fuh, it takes a million of my time. With much discussion and consideration, we finally did a 7/10 camp. Well, nothing will go smoothly but th end of the day,it worth my time. Now, attachment start already, my time is minimize. I shall update again soon. :)
Labels: Sunshines :)
25 March 2011 @ Friday, March 25, 2011
Most of the time, when I bathe, all I think of is to rid off some sweat smell or just smell fresher and have my hair wet and wash my face from all those dirt of your day out. But today, as I washed myself, all I wanted to feel is clean right after the shower and don't matter whether I smell nice or not.
It sums up my day today. Its underneath that running shower that I felt like crying but I couldn't because it feels so good to be warm for a moment, warm in liquid form. Guess crying in the shower was a very good idea, no one could see you, you can't see your own tears but only feel it, the even-warmer tears trickling down your face.
But last night, it was pain in the ass. I do not know why.
@ Friday, March 25, 2011
Most of the time, when I bathe, all I think of is to rid off some sweat smell or just smell fresher and have my hair wet and wash my face from all those dirt of your day out. But today, as I washed myself, all I wanted to feel is clean right after the shower and don't matter whether I smell nice or not.
It sums up my day today. Its underneath that running shower that I felt like crying but I couldn't because it feels so good to be warm for a moment, warm in liquid form. Guess crying in the shower was a very good idea, no one could see you, you can't see your own tears but only feel it, the even-warmer tears trickling down your face.
But last night, it was pain in the ass. I do not know why.
24 March 2011 @ Thursday, March 24, 2011
First Time
I have not been posting something here but for now, I am part of West Side Musical Story. It is been 10 months of training and the real thing is today. The total of 5 shows.
That's not the point, it was the first time my family, especially, mom is coming to watch the show but sadly, I'm not the main role. Mom has never come down and support me any of my performance. I feel my mother love.
Since young i was actively join Angklung, Malay dance, Drama, Emcees, Competition and etc.
But now, she is coming i am so happy and delightful. It is the first time ever.
So, i am looking forward for tomorrow.
30 December 2010 @ Thursday, December 30, 2010

New Year Resolution.
As for me, 2010 is a year that is hard and steady. A life-changing experience , stress and lots of happiness meeting new people. Sometimes i feel myself grown up like a lady instead of a teenager.
To be honest im not ready for 2011 because i have not met my 2010 expectation. But hey, Allah give me a chance to live another year, so Alhamdulilah.
Therefore, along the way i met new people and life. At the age 17, im working at the ward setting is never been easy, never. I may get a A grade but people, think again, what i do to get a Grade A. I've been doing a lot of research with the staff and nyp and np students, i do extra miles to check on the internet and stuff. And think again, im not like a girl, go home,shop and rest.
I have part time job, 3 other cca and not only that, at home i have to do the housework. Yes, i did complain but is what i want. But people ard me make me stronger. I should personally thank those people soon.
I'm a little nevous growing up super fast. When you grow older, there will be a lot of responsibility on your shoulder's.
and shit, let cut the crap for 2010
And for 2011,
I just want to gain my gpa 3.5 or and above, to get me in Polytechnic.
And that makes both of my parents proud of me.
To be a better person in life and to save my money up.
And have a driving license.
Is that so simple as typing out here?
NO!
It takes sweat and tears to achive that.
It takes hard work to strive for that.
It takes your heart and soul to do that
It takes your energy to drive it.
It takes everything to make it happen.
Insyallah, i do it! AMIN.
and the rest of you,
HAPPY NEW YEAR
21 December 2010 @ Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Its been ages I've been collecting dust here.
Well, life is not that great so far yet.
I've meeting different kinds of people but i have not yet found someone who i can really turn too.
Well, lately being gathered with so much things and i cant managed my time very well.
But hey, when i mix with new people, i tend to just keep myself quiet but doesn't mean I'm keeping quiet, I'm quiet. It just that i want to see what kind of people are you.
Hmm,upcoming events is coming up very fast.
Update you guys soon ya :)
6 August 2010 @ Friday, August 06, 2010

Is been long time i have been updating this dry blog.
Well, as you know, Nursing schedule is very tight, no much time for updating my blog.
I neglected it. Lately i have been actively in drama and participate in Nurses Day plus was choosen to show our piece for national day at Forum. Thou i preferred the Nurses Day crowd but hey dancing with your hearts out even theres noone appreciate it, you will still enjoy it even there is no audience. Because my audience is my bed,mirror,closet,things at my room but i still dance.
Now, i feeling abit unwell and i guess, i over exert myself too much. I'm too tired with school. Thou i love to go to school but sometimes, a i can't bare to seat on the chair for 2 hours, listen to lectures and dry theory but i appreciate my Lecturers effort to make the lesson interesting and i thankful that my classmates is bunch of awesome people, because there will be someone who crack lame jokes and everyone will be awake. Love you JN1001A!
So yeah, we shall meet soon nye Candy.
12 days left turning 17th, no big deal thou.
27 May 2010 @ Thursday, May 27, 2010
Hey Candy!
How you guys been doing? Hope is great baby! I know is been ages I've been updating this dusty little blog. My fingers are just being lazy to type out,what is going thru out my beats of activities that i have not been updated. If now, i update everything, is gonna be a tons of energy and you know Syahirah right.
Well i just roughly update you a bit of it uh. Fair enough?
X-country time baby. That's when i know my Awesome Nursing Mates Better!

Bridge Leaders!!
A very spontaneous humans that i fall in love with.

Meet my new Bestest Mates In ITE . CHICKEN AKA JACKIE CHAN RACHEL!

Meet My 1 team 32 hearts @ Sentosa recently


That's it for now. Update you guys real soon!
10 January 2010 @ Sunday, January 10, 2010
Today was hilarious.
Went dance alone but after thinking back the case just now, i feel like smacking myself. Imma a stupid bitch who just love to say NO. While Dancing, one guy approach me and asked do i have any dance crew and i saidme; i have last time now don't havee. why?guy; wanna join my crew?
me;ahhhh.nope.sorry.
wtf syahirah. err.
nah,its okay. i guess i need to loosen up a bit.work was fine. Bump into Norianah who also a nursing students 2ND year and also my dance coach/mates Superb! My classmates went down to pass me my biological notes. Sweet hor. Thanks Khaliff.
I'm exhausted now,just came back for work and tomorrow gonna practice th dance steps.
i gtg go now.bye candies.