Heyy. I'm a girl called Nur Syahirah. Young Eighteen. I am half ice-cream, half-candy and half-human. I have a sweet tooth.
I'll punch the daylights outta you if you give me bitter chocolate uh. I love dancing and acting.
The world is my stage. I love my families&friends.
3 September 2008 @ Wednesday, September 03, 2008

Oh yeah,i want to fast but i can't(bcz of girls thingylahh).I hate the feeling and plus i am sick.
Sick,Sick,Sick and sick.Why i am so weak?I just went to doctor last month and hospitalise last few months ago.How many medicine i take per year?I seriously sick and tired.
But mum told me to see doctor again today.k,i just need to keep myself healthy.
I pity my mum,she can do all in one.Seriously mum,i haven't see a human like you.You amazed me.
Usually every fasting month mummy will rent one shop and sell food and etc but someone will
help her in the shop and at home my maid will help her but not this month she need to do on herself.
No maid,no workers but only her.She clean the house,prepare food for our breakfast early in the morning,wash clothes,alot of housework,SHE IS WORKING FOR HEAVEN SAKE and lastly prepare things to sell.I really pity her so i tell mummy i will do all the housework,including wash the clothes,sweep the floor,mop the floor and etc.
I proof mum that i can do all the housework,so dad was so happy when seeing me doing the housework and with my sick face,daddy hug me tight.Dad,you will be always my boo.Daddy is my love,Mummy is my heart because of em i am alive.
Will not neglected my studies also because if i do well i will make my holiday the best.Not forgetting alot of
outings with Nazurah,the rest of girlfriends,besties and bowenians.But first we need to study first before talking about any outings la kan.So iyeah nazurah one fine day meet up soon and study together like we used to do last time.The hotspot is at your hometown,white sand library.When your mother give birth do update me yeahs.Because i am excited to see you little baby boy and other girlfriends study hard kays.
I think one more hour later gonna hit to RAFFLES HEALTH again before it gets worst.
and new formula so memorise for maths and i really don't know.
I seriously need help.
Labels: confused and scare to be in love again.