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Alright,Dont talk about HONKONG trip first.I will tell you in details when i get all the pictures,i enjoyed it so much sia.


I'm really pissed of when someone judge me by its cover.I dont feel i am so talented and smart and people may think i live life wihout any problems.Hell yeah,i have alot of problems.Common people,i'm sick with it.You may think i have a 5room flat and a car i'm so lucky.LUCKY KEBABAI SIA!I suffer alot so do my parents and sibling.You think i get what i want?FUCK.NO,i wish to get what i want but i dont get what i want.Get it?I see my parents suffer alot,to get out of that FUCKING HOUSE IN TAMPINES and to give that to my gandparents wihout taking any CENTS and now you guys said that my dad ungkit?Bapak aku tk ungkit tapi korang bila bbual mcm gitu ko kasi bapak aku marah.Ko fikir bapak aku jek marah,aku pon marah.PASAL AKU KECIK2 KURANG KASIH SAYANG MAK BAPAK.FUCK LA.SHUT UP MOUTH UP.Well,i suffer alot and yes my eldest brother too.Both of us sometimes separated because of both of my parents working too hard and when i have a new born borther which is haziq,only every friday i get to see him.I sent to tampines and abang at chai chee.Is it fair for us?NO!I must say my own family members are cruel.Kau senang ckp yg tu hak krg,abeh aku?HAK AKU SEBAGAI MANUSIA,SLALU KENA HANTAR SINI SANA,KORANG TAHU TK?Sampai mak aku terlambat amik aku dari sekolah,aku kena tunggu mcm budak bodoh.Yes i remember everything because is too sour until i cant forget.My dad teach me not to ask for sympatic.My dad is the best man.He is a hot temper but deep inside his heart he is a very good person.My childhood sucks thanks to _________.My parents work too hard and i never ever hear them complain about "TIRED-NESS" They never give up to find ways to find money.
I dont want to have a big house but i just want my parents and sibling together.I dont want to see my both parents work so hard,i just want them to enjoy life.I dont want to see my past again but i want to see my presence.You want to be me?Yes you can,take all my sufferness and i have more to say but it is to personal.

Why i'm in NORMAL TECH?I dont get the much moral support.You wanna know the reason?Because of my childhood.I dislike to study because the environment is not good and i wish i can go back ot my childhood and do everything back,but now it is too late.Before getting Sengkang as my neighbourhood,i stay at bedok.Thanks to my LOVING KAK YAH AND AUNTIE.They took care of me.First we live 1room flat and then 3 room flat.i WISH I CAN PAY BACK ALL THEIR FAMILY KINDNESS TO ME.I called their parents as MAK.Well,mak is the best nenek sedare.I LOVE THE FAMILY AND SO DO MY FAMILY MEMBERS.

Dad work as a fire fighter so he will work shift.2 morning,2 nights and 2 off and the 2 off he will go work again work as despatch and i seldom see my dad at home.Mum?Work as operation leader,start work at 7-3pm but she will take her anotehr shift to earn more money.They work too hard.

I will promised to myself that oneday i will get a good certificate,good job and ask them to stop working.I want to take care of them and syahirah forget about the past and move on.
THIS YEAR HARI RAYA HAJI GONNA BE FREAKING BORED.

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