I dunnnnooo!

Teary Tears

2011-06-30T23:34:00.003+08:00

This tears waited for me for so long, to just let it flow to my red cheek. Every drops of tears, there is meaning to it. I can't lie to myself that it is so hurtful. I am tired, really tired. I am really tired of fighting for my friends, they just count on me, when they need me.

When, now, i need them, no one bothers. I think too much for them.

2011-06-29T15:59:00.005+08:00

Let me bring you to my journey for 2year and 1st semester; attachment semester & happy holiday for me.

Those 10 weeks of the roller coaster attachment with all my girls it is really a wonderful trip. We went general ward(surgical&medical), and interesting IMH and Boring Community Hospital,ST.ANDREWS.

Yet, all of us went through together those unpredicted moments but we were strong. Being a Nurse, is not a simple job to do, i'm just Sweet 18! But im working very serious and my patient life is in my hand. Wahduh. Stress not only with my patient, their relatives, staff and even with my lecturer okay!

But, i overcome it with a steady and positive attitude. Overall, i enjoy my posting with SGH GRP 3!

I met a very very nice, N.U.S Student who taught me a lot during my positing. Chi Ling, hope one day we will work together ya. Hope i'll be your junior SN :P

My awesome girls :)

Overall i got a Grade A, awesome right? But before that they pranked me first! Love you Ms Yoges and Rubbini. Thank Ruby, for checking my marks.

Besides those hectic attachment, i also spent time with my drama-members. We did FlashMob and stuff and one of the day, i plan one the session. I hope they had fun ya :)

Thanks for reading and wait till the next post ya.

Love,

2011-04-17T00:21:00.007+08:00

Evening Sunshine.

It is a hectic March&April for me. With Drama, Bridge Leaders, Ryehan Party, West Side Story, BBQ with Nursing Mates, Orientation for the April Intake,Camp and ATTACHMENT!

Well, a little disappointed on myself that i did not do well for my 2.1 Semester. The result was all okay, nothing special. All 3 subject I score a B. But life has to go on as per normal and i have to look forward to the future. A little shout out for some events

West Side Story is Finally over but not the friendship BBQ With my AWESOME nurses.

BL APRIL INTAKE ORIENTATION BABY!! I would like to congrats all my AHS Leaders for the effort and determination. Is never been easy to take a class of 43 but you guys did. Like what i remind you guys the other day " I do not want to scold anyone of you, we are teenagers and we hate to be scolded and i want to have a very positive energy with all of my leaders and students." And you guys did even better during the second half. Gonna miss all of you alr! I miss my JP1011N class. All the best in your nursing life.

Happy 18th hawaiian Ryehan!

It so fruitful to know you girl. We went through our happiest and lowest moment together. No words can descibe you any further.

Drama Camp

Fuh, it takes a million of my time. With much discussion and consideration, we finally did a 7/10 camp. Well, nothing will go smoothly but th end of the day,it worth my time. Now, attachment start already, my time is minimize. I shall update again soon. :)

2011-03-25T12:26:00.002+08:00

Most of the time, when I bathe, all I think of is to rid off some sweat smell or just smell fresher and have my hair wet and wash my face from all those dirt of your day out. But today, as I washed myself, all I wanted to feel is clean right after the shower and don't matter whether I smell nice or not.
It sums up my day today. Its underneath that running shower that I felt like crying but I couldn't because it feels so good to be warm for a moment, warm in liquid form. Guess crying in the shower was a very good idea, no one could see you, you can't see your own tears but only feel it, the even-warmer tears trickling down your face.

But last night, it was pain in the ass. I do not know why.

2011-03-25T12:26:00.001+08:00

2011-03-24T22:34:00.002+08:00

First Time

I have not been posting something here but for now, I am part of West Side Musical Story. It is been 10 months of training and the real thing is today. The total of 5 shows.

That's not the point, it was the first time my family, especially, mom is coming to watch the show but sadly, I'm not the main role. Mom has never come down and support me any of my performance. I feel my mother love.

Since young i was actively join Angklung, Malay dance, Drama, Emcees, Competition and etc.

But now, she is coming i am so happy and delightful. It is the first time ever.

So, i am looking forward for tomorrow.

2010-12-30T22:04:00.004+08:00

New Year Resolution.

As for me, 2010 is a year that is hard and steady. A life-changing experience , stress and lots of happiness meeting new people. Sometimes i feel myself grown up like a lady instead of a teenager.

To be honest im not ready for 2011 because i have not met my 2010 expectation. But hey, Allah give me a chance to live another year, so Alhamdulilah.

Therefore, along the way i met new people and life. At the age 17, im working at the ward setting is never been easy, never. I may get a A grade but people, think again, what i do to get a Grade A. I've been doing a lot of research with the staff and nyp and np students, i do extra miles to check on the internet and stuff. And think again, im not like a girl, go home,shop and rest.

I have part time job, 3 other cca and not only that, at home i have to do the housework. Yes, i did complain but is what i want. But people ard me make me stronger. I should personally thank those people soon.

I'm a little nevous growing up super fast. When you grow older, there will be a lot of responsibility on your shoulder's.

and shit, let cut the crap for 2010

And for 2011,

I just want to gain my gpa 3.5 or and above, to get me in Polytechnic.

And that makes both of my parents proud of me.

To be a better person in life and to save my money up.

And have a driving license.

Is that so simple as typing out here?

NO!

It takes sweat and tears to achive that.

It takes hard work to strive for that.

It takes your heart and soul to do that

It takes your energy to drive it.

It takes everything to make it happen.

Insyallah, i do it! AMIN.

and the rest of you,

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2010-12-21T00:38:00.002+08:00

Its been ages I've been collecting dust here.

Well, life is not that great so far yet.

I've meeting different kinds of people but i have not yet found someone who i can really turn too.

Well, lately being gathered with so much things and i cant managed my time very well.

But hey, when i mix with new people, i tend to just keep myself quiet but doesn't mean I'm keeping quiet, I'm quiet. It just that i want to see what kind of people are you.

Hmm,upcoming events is coming up very fast.

Update you guys soon ya :)

2010-08-06T22:15:00.004+08:00

Is been long time i have been updating this dry blog.
Well, as you know, Nursing schedule is very tight, no much time for updating my blog.

I neglected it. Lately i have been actively in drama and participate in Nurses Day plus was choosen to show our piece for national day at Forum. Thou i preferred the Nurses Day crowd but hey dancing with your hearts out even theres noone appreciate it, you will still enjoy it even there is no audience. Because my audience is my bed,mirror,closet,things at my room but i still dance.

Now, i feeling abit unwell and i guess, i over exert myself too much. I'm too tired with school. Thou i love to go to school but sometimes, a i can't bare to seat on the chair for 2 hours, listen to lectures and dry theory but i appreciate my Lecturers effort to make the lesson interesting and i thankful that my classmates is bunch of awesome people, because there will be someone who crack lame jokes and everyone will be awake. Love you JN1001A!

So yeah, we shall meet soon nye Candy.

12 days left turning 17th, no big deal thou.

2010-05-27T10:44:00.005+08:00

Hey Candy!

How you guys been doing? Hope is great baby! I know is been ages I've been updating this dusty little blog. My fingers are just being lazy to type out,what is going thru out my beats of activities that i have not been updated. If now, i update everything, is gonna be a tons of energy and you know Syahirah right.

Well i just roughly update you a bit of it uh. Fair enough?

X-country time baby. That's when i know my Awesome Nursing Mates Better!

Bridge Leaders!!
A very spontaneous humans that i fall in love with.

Meet my new Bestest Mates In ITE . CHICKEN AKA JACKIE CHAN RACHEL!

Meet My 1 team 32 hearts @ Sentosa recently

That's it for now. Update you guys real soon!

2010-01-10T00:18:00.002+08:00

Today was hilarious.

Went dance alone but after thinking back the case just now, i feel like smacking myself. Imma a stupid bitch who just love to say NO. While Dancing, one guy approach me and asked do i have any dance crew and i said

me; i have last time now don't havee. why?
guy; wanna join my crew?
me;ahhhh.nope.sorry.

wtf syahirah. err.
nah,its okay. i guess i need to loosen up a bit.

work was fine. Bump into Norianah who also a nursing students 2ND year and also my dance coach/mates Superb! My classmates went down to pass me my biological notes. Sweet hor. Thanks Khaliff.

I'm exhausted now,just came back for work and tomorrow gonna practice th dance steps.
i gtg go now.

bye candies.

2010-01-09T00:04:00.005+08:00

is been ages since i post something here.

Btw HAPPY 201O HUUUMMASS!
Things pass so fast that i don't want to move on.I gotta admit that 2010 is hard year for me. Stress bodo.

Btw,I just was to post all the pictures that i have not posted.

Countdown.

Cvss Drama, Senior Day Invitation

Zuliana's Birthday

Bowen Drama

Dance Time!

Let's Talk about ITE...

School is so tiring. Well,i met a new nice people.for yr info there's a bunch of my classmates is a dancer and love to dance.Amazing. Talking about dancing, ITE organizing a dance competition called I TALENT. I want to participate but haixxxx.

lastly,

hahaaahaaaaa.

goodbye candies

2009-12-30T01:08:00.000+08:00

2009-12-09T23:32:00.002+08:00

Drama Farewell&camp was not what i expected. I was complaning this and that. I think i'm a bitch. But i know all my juniors did their best. Thats matter right. ily guys.

I got a bunch of awesome mates who keep me high. Which is Raihan,Chella and Shawndy. These people that i always look forward to open up whatever that is on my mind. Only god knows how much i treasure and love em. They are very priceless.

i gonna update again once raihan uploaded all th pictures.

bye candies,
syahirah

2009-12-05T23:17:00.003+08:00

Honestly, i was not ready. Apologise to him.

and so, i stay at home and go to the kitchen,find something to cook.
It was 'Nur Syahirah funpack Fried Mars Bar with ice-cream'

enjoy``

2009-12-05T02:24:00.002+08:00

today i was so exhausted. Sick but still working.

Btw i miss my dramamates. Omg. Chatted with them just nw.

it is really making my dayy. I will be going for drama camp yaww.

love,
s-hirah

2009-12-03T20:03:00.008+08:00

hey candies.

I'm back.

Well, its a month of love for November'09.

I spent my days with my love ones.

A gig to attend. It was fun. I saw my cvss peepz. Miss them.

Exausome Rye&Syahirah. Best kepa kita due.

Class Chalet was superb. I did nt sleep well. It was hilarious. Making our own chocolate fondue.
do a bit of jogging in the morning. It was damn cold in the morning. Our itcy butts told us to go cheers to get chocolate at 6am. Kumar was being the sweetest borrow his jacket to me. Wanted to watch sunrise but we watch the opposite way. So funny yeahs

Next up was Ms Normala big day

And then it was Prom night.
Shawndy and i was the winner for Dramatic Mtv Award. Cool uh.
Dramamatessss rocks. Ruo qi was soo cute too.
btw 4T1 soooo handsome and pretty la oi.
Asyraf sssooo hyper. Cannot stp gelek.
Daanceeeeflooooooorrrrr wassssss crazzyy. Just dance baby.

and thanks for capturing the picture Wadi!

awwww.

till here candies.

love,

syahirah

2009-10-22T08:52:00.004+08:00

Taken at 8.35am in the morning.

Good morning.

Is been a week i work and there is different kind of people visiting me. It was really sweet.

Nabilah come over. I saw my ex-classmates Jerome and Kai Jie and the next day i saw nicole. Terrance,edmund and we qin called me auntie at the cashier and the sweetest was angie, yen yen,joanna and kumar was behind me and after that they bought me oreo and cheezel. I saw sakina and adilah also.

and now i think i'm late for work.
I guess i'll be updating often. It is because that mum bought NoteBook for abang and i but we must pay $25 to my brother because he is paying the monthly fees. So yeah, no problem.

k, i got to go now.

2009-10-18T17:07:00.002+08:00

Oh hey blogface!
What's up?

Did i tell you that i already had been working part time at timezone? Oh yeah, is already a week i started it. It was hard to adapt with the environment but still i manage to overcome it. I met a few nice friends there like, Hakim, Ariff, Dian and Yan. They taught me a lot. Thanks to them. I have 2 supervisor, different character and action. All i can say is okay la. I work as Customer Service Assistance. Frankly, it was a tough job. Handle the customer complaint and attitude. Wahhhhh takkkk sannnguppppppp!! ( cannot take it)

First 2 days was okay till i was sick early in the morning. My eye sight was blur,body very aching, eyes very teary, difficulties to breathing and coughing. I did not take it seriously, i bath and rushed down to work. At work, my hand was freezing like ice and my body shake like battery no more chemical inside. It was serious and i texted Raihan. She told me to go home but i can't and soooooooo. I do the closing. I went home. My temperature was 38.9 DEGREE.

and so..... i need to cut the story.. So i went to the doctor. I was on time and i was the last patient that they can handle. Alhamdulilah.

No. 46 (ting tong)
Doctor:Yes, Syahirah?
Myself: i.............................
Doctor: Let me check. ..........40 Degrees. Your lungs got some noise, you throat very red and dry. Your eyes very red. You hands got rashes and i suspect that you have a dengue fever.
Myself: What?
Doctor: Yes. If your fever do not drop by this 2 days see me for the dengue test.
Myself: haaaa.. okay. Thanks.

I waited for the medicine. Rushed home and tell mum. Mum get so worried and she asked me to immediately bath again with very cold water and i was crying like a big busuk baby but i did. I will do whatever it takes so that my fever will get down. Force to eat cereal and i vomit it back. Mum gave me bread and eat my medicine and try to go to bed.

Wake up, my family came to celebrate my brother 18th birthday. Damn it. There is a lot of nice food that mum cook and i secretly grab a bite. The birthday cake was supppperrrr niccccceee but i manage to eat 2 spoon. So sad buttt anyway its okay.
Now, i want to check my temperature again if there any fever or not.

k people.
i have to go.

NO DENNNNNNGUUEEEEEE PLEASE?

2009-10-11T18:56:00.002+08:00

Cool shit class. MWAHS!

Finally is over? Hell yeah no! Yes, N'level is done but not our friendship. I love all of you.

Is hard to let it go. I bonded with a awesome class and friends in Bowen. Like Raihan, Chella and many others. I gonna miss attending my drama trainings every week.

and now I'm rotting at home. I left $16 in my purse and abang birthday is coming soon, and daddy birthday, class chalet and prom night is on the same month. Are you kidding? I won't ask mum or dad for money BUT actually i ask abang a few bucks and to top up my pp8 for this month because as far as possible i do not want to ask any cash from my parents. Even a cents, i need to be independent for the moment and work hard to earn extra cash. Syahirah must TRY!

Okay then, i guess i want to work as a Assistance Teacher preschool part time for students, which is sooo cooll but only for 2 weeks only. hahaaa. "Miss Hirah can i gooo sheeeee sheeeee please? "hahahaha. Gosh, syahirah is dreaming again. I hope i got it but no hope la.

Next up, become a retailer. I'm so sick of Singapore Customer Service. It was very bad. Ms Tan Su ping will agree with me. I want to show my skills that i learn from EBS in class to teach others how to be a good retailer. Well, for now i need a break.

Lastly, i want to dance now. Even though my leg is swelling.

bye blog readers

Nur Syahirah :)

2009-09-23T14:35:00.002+08:00

I KNOW MY BLOG IS BORING WITHOUT ANY PICTURES. I WILL PUT UP SOON WITH MY HARI RAYA PHOTOS.

Btw to all my fellow Muslims Families and Friends
Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin. Enjoy this month to the fullest.

Dad wanna get me a handphone. YAYYYYYYYYYY!!! Maybe today or tomorrow?

K bye.
I got to go now.

2009-09-16T13:56:00.002+08:00

CPA practical is done. For me, it was okay. I better get a A for it and help my class percentage go up to 100% passes and 70% A's, right 4T1? Common guys, we can do it.

Yesterday went shopping with mom, was great. I choose what i want for the Baju Raya and surprisingly mom love it too. I told her that i want that kind of design. Since we wear baju kebaya, baju kurung and why not wearing in a different style.

At first i was so frustrated with mom, is hard for her to catch up what i want. But after describe and showing her the example and then she was like "Okay,nice nice. Can la." Is hard to persuade mom because she will pick what she want first. Like last year, she did not told me and she bought the baju and practically she bought it without consulting me and so,I left a minor things to buy like my accessories. I told mum that i do NOT want to wear any golds around my neck,ears,wrist and finger and mom told me that "Atleast put on the ring that nenek gave it to you." Then i was like " Oh yah,Alamak.Like Makcik2." And wait i do appreciate the ring that nenek gave it to me but i just don't like gold but i lovvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeee whiteeeeeee gold. It look so sweet and elegant. I hope you blog readers agree. Eventho gold is expensive but still i prefer white gold. So mom, lets do another round of shopping.

WAITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!

I change my mind, i don't think so I'm NOT gonna enjoy myself too much. Hello is my N'level Month.You people may think, after that can study. Relax la, ONLY N'level. I gonna say F. OFF people who say that. For me is important and please respect it. You may hurt me by saying ONLY N'LEVEL. If you're a smart, please have a heart to think about the others. Thank You.

Next up,
MATHS,SCIENCE,EBS AND CPA Theory is 3 more weeks. I gonna make myself rolling and doing a lot of work.

No more dancing in class.
No more making fun of people.
No more giggling around
No more chewing in class(not fasting month okay)
No more staring in the sky.
No more complain, how much things that i have to do

All i can say is i gonna do my best for this 3 weeks, whatever happen in the finishing line, i won't regret because i know i do my best. In life is not being the best but doing your best.
And my dearest 4T1, i hope all of you can spare your 24NOVEMBER, for our Prom. I know is hard for some of you but please try. Zur'Ain, i do not like who you match up with me. I think i do not need one and GOOOO AGENTTT CINTA!

3 weeks left, i gonnna miss my dearest 4T1 who make this 2 years a meaningful for me. I love all of you, including a few people who always make me very angry, still i treasure all of you.

I gotta to go now. To hava a short nap and then break-fast in the evening, wash-plates and then have a short revision and recap all the subject.

Bye Blogface.

x.o.x.o
Syahirah

2009-09-13T18:37:00.000+08:00

Well, a few paper is done. Is not a good start, i really need to pressed on.

My holiday filled with Exams going on. Seriously, i do not know where to start but along the way i tend to give up.
But Nur Syahirah is headstrong girl. Common Syahirah, keep on moving forward. I just need to be focus. Mum was being very patience with me and on last Thursday,
Ibu: Irah, why these days senyap je? Tak Bising2. Perap at your room only.
Myself: Takda la. Nothing to say.

haha. I'm a quiet girl. Yes i am. This month is full of seriousness going on. So people, don't ask me why I'm not being so hyper.
K, i want to play with my baby Eva Aqilah and Hyder.

x.o.x.o
Syahirah

2009-09-05T12:49:00.004+08:00

First Babyboy Farrel was born

3 weeks later is Md Hyder on the 9/08/09

One day, both of them will play soccer together.

after 3 weeks of waiting, Kak Su pop up a baby girl, Eva Aqilah on the 4/september/09

Bundle and Triple of Joys. Alhamdulilah Ya Allah.
Eva is soooo cute like Japanese. I will visit her soon.

2009-09-02T13:54:00.003+08:00

Hey Blogface!

It seem that i can't believe that i will be having my National Exam in days time.

It is extremely FAST. Teacher's Day Celebration is OVER. Honestly this year performance is very BORING but i had fun with my wonderful classmates.

The reason because the performers is not so enthusiastic as last year performers. We have OUTCRY and a few bands, wonderful singer and dancer(hahahaa.who eh?hint*). Is all 100% students not teachers but this year why is the teacher performing? The CATWALK segment i love the most when Mr Seng was being so confident and really pose like a ______ Model.

Funny to the max and i should say that my drama Junior from 3e1, Zul was the best AMONG other performers. Well, i should gave them around of applause to all of them, they tried their best and i appreciate it.

ACES DAY for Bowen is just a Soccer and Freebies Competitions. Our Boys is a champion and even the girl is not crown the winner but atleast we tried. That is the main point right? Supposedly, wanna tag along with Rai, Nadu and Chella for a movie but i was too and tired.

Raihan in action seh!

And after resting for 2 hours mom dragged me to go to C.P to get my Hari Raya heels and her blouse and whatever things.

And so on Tuesday, went to Rai crib to study. Had a great laughter here and there. After that went to Mak house @ CHAI CHEE. Raihan tengok niLaughla. So i gave Auntie a gift. A lot of food there not forgetting the chocolate fondue. hahaha. Chicken Rice, Burger and lots more. All the pictures will be put up soon. Since My dear Auntie, Farah haven't yet upload.

Today, i was siting in the middle of the class without any partner. I gonna miss my CLASS. We're taking 5a2 class for 2 weeks. So yeah and the class is so cooling and huge. Not fair!

And i was seated in the middle of the class. ahahahaha. It is so comfortable seating alone.It may seem weird but is cool okay. Ros amirah borrow her format for English. Thanks girl for sending to my class. Appreciate it so much.

and all i can say is i do not know when i will update again. I'm so busy lately. So takecare ")

2009-08-23T18:20:00.001+08:00

Officially sixteen now.

It was great turning a year older. It might scared me of for some reason but i knew i must faced the real world. I had a amazing 18/08 day. I may breakdown for some reason but after all my day was awesome. Zuliana was sick but was the first one to text me followed by Raihan and the rest. A lot to mention. Ain and Safiah bake for me cupcakes, which is super nice. Classmates sang birthday song, lovely friends text-ed me, shake my hands, big green card from Raihan featuring 4t1 and NA people. It was nice of you doing that girl.

Next up, i spent my evening with Raihan and Chella at my favorite place. So yay, grab our food at Cp proceed to sculp.
Cut emi cakes which Raihan bought, make a short wish and then blow the imaginary fire. The video with Raihan.
Played fireworks at 6.45PM, sent chella home and the have my dinner with raihan at BK.

A great laughter again when Raihan is soo confident of what she is saying next like " THOMAS PLAZA" No such things rai.
HAHAHHAHAHAHHS.

Anyway i should thank everyone who make my day a blast one.

Next up Belated birthday from Ms Normala was a short and fun one. All the Muslims is being so gelogoh. Understanding la. Fasting is coming. So yeah, enjoyed the few pictures.

I will be back soon.
x.o.x.o
Syahirah

2009-08-02T18:44:00.000+08:00

Blogger is such a akhfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff. I can't upload any pictures. So too bad readers. Well, it was a great weekends.

Like finally N'Level Courserwork for Ebs is done. Yay! Seriously,i enjoy doing it.
Next week prelim and lastly i need to decide " to go out or stay at home for national day holiday"

K bye sayang.

2009-07-31T10:30:00.002+08:00

It was not a good week for me. I often break down these days.Hello? I'm not okay.I'm too
f.up (opss, i spilt out one vulgarities). You're crushing me step by step Ms ____. You're only teacher who nagged at me and bark me like a dog. I hate people telling me what I'm purpose to do for my N's. I want TO DO, let me DO it. It is for my own good. I guess I'm not going to get a awesome marks for English subject.

I'm still survive till now because of my wonderful classmates who calm me down.
Who keep on supporting me all the way,who always comfort me. Because of them, I'm strong.
Thanks Yen Yen for your tight hug! You're awesome dou dou! Lols.
Ain, Yana and the rest kept on saying "Relax la" and even Ke Xin being the sweetest who texted me in class and say: " Relax la, dun care her." And even ali, joey and blablablabalabla who did ask me to clam down is awesome.

Now, i'm trying to just stand up and try to tolerate her.

x.o.x.o
syahirah.

2009-07-26T18:16:00.000+08:00

My new motto for today til my prelim.

Play Hard, Study Harder and Sleep Hardest.

I told abang this and he was like " A'ah, mcm BABI!Tido je la kau."
Haha. Dad was laughing at me and Mum was like " Tu,lah."
Both of my parents regreting buying me a new big bed because i will sleep and sleep like i know all my
N'level answers. But i swear it works for my face (no pimples) and Brain ( Can focus more in class).

I found my new hobby, which is baking. Mum was like " Bake Brownies aje?"
ME: Alah, yang lain takut tk jadi.
Ibu: Try la, you won't know kan. Sekali rasa lagi sedap.
Me: Wait la, i sleep first. Cari Ilham. Sekali dapat!
Ibu: Sekali aku sepak.haaahahahhahahahahahahahah

Oh no, everyone in the house are day-dreaming. Hello?
I will reveal to everyone, when the time come by.

2009-07-24T12:58:00.003+08:00

Racial Harmony was a blast one but still there is a absentees. No full attendance, so there is no complete picture of 4T1. Though, it was a hot day and everyone was complaining but yet everyone is making a effort to try to endure. Oh look at my horrible vegetable face. My dress code is : Punjabi.

I should salute to all my Chinese girls who can really endure wearing our Malay traditional costumes. I really love you girls and guys,

My tuperware can be seen. LOLS!

There's a lot of pictures, but Raihan and the rest have not yet upload.

Alhamdulilah, i got it! I guess only my family and my few closest friends who knows it. So i won't reveal it here because of some reason.

X.O.X.O

Nur Syahirah

2009-07-19T17:01:00.002+08:00

Hey dawg.

Today is a speacial day for mum because it her Birthday. I gave my mum a emi cakes which make my purse a zero cents. Abang bought Ibu a white gold earrings and a cake and daddy bring mum for a huge breakfast. Not forgetting our irritating younger brother and sister dedicated a song to my mum. It was funny but priceless for mum.

So abang, since you bought mum a pair of earrings, for my Sixteen i want a white gold necklace?
Please.....?? Since you work hard and i do not know how much you save this past few months. Why not spare me one? HAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHHAHA.

My blogger got something wrong, so i cant upload the pictures.

So do take care.

2009-07-17T13:04:00.001+08:00

Wednesday - Friday was lovely.
Well, enjoy your weekends :)

2009-07-14T13:50:00.003+08:00

Look!

I'm so worned out with school today. Everything is wrong and I'm not fine.
Some people are not being considerate. I'm so exhausted, really. I do not have any energy.
Like i say " Sya pergi, sya balik, nanti sya pergi, sya tak balik baru tahu." Hidayah loves to hear this line from me and she will giggle around and sometimes i will burst out laughter too.I really need to buck-up on myself. Is not the people around me makes me go ulalalala but myself. I can't manage my time and worst till I'm not multi-tasker.

I can be very patience when teaching people who need my guidance but i can't be patience when something is not right in my studies. Hidayah witness everything. When she saw how frustrated i am, she will cool me down and do with me one by one. I should thank you for that yaya.

I cried silently in class just now. I guess no one spot it. Yoges was absent and i was alone.
Like i say, I'm so exhausted. VERY EXHAUSTED. I can't do some questions and i was asking people from help and it took a very long time for people to come to me and teach me.

Maths lesson was neutral. Ask Lance for help and he is a very a helpful and smart classmates of mine. Discuss with him about doing a group study before our prelim with the rest and he agreed.

Well, I hope tomorrow will not be like today.

Sorry classmates if i give you tiny miny attitude. hhahhaa

I'll be back to myself again tommorrow. Mwahs Sugar!

X.O.XO

Syahirah.

2009-07-12T19:03:00.003+08:00

This post i got a lot of things to touch on. If you're really really bored of reading then stop reading. As simple as mc chicken right?

Are you a durian lover?
If yes try my mummy homemade lempok- durian cake.
I sure you is really delicious. You won't regret it ladies and gentleman.

Its $4 per one.
Anything just buzz me yah dear customers.

K next,
I have been suffering because of my mum's small business. You can imagine how many time i scoop secretly and mum will go like " EHHHHHHHHHH!!!! STOP EATING. Ibu nak buatjual,kawan ibu order banyak. da lahhhh" Eh, out of point already.

I've to make a very hard decisions on what i need to choose as the course that i want to pursue in my higher Education. I guess half or quater of my classmates have make their decisions but not me. Wah. Stress la!

I have 2 choice that i choose but i have to pick one of those. Both are my interest and ambition but i have no choice to pick one.

Course 1: Nitec in Digital Audio& Video Production
Career opportunities:
Assistant Producer, Assistant Production Coordinator, Boom Operator, Cameraman, Event Technology Coordinator, Gaffer, Grip, Recordists, Production ASSISTANT, sales and marketing executive, sound mixer, video editor,vision Mixer Operator and Videographer.
If edible to higher nitec/poly : Event management.
Career opportunities: Events Coordinator, Project Coordinator, Conference Organization

Course 2: Nitec in Nursing
Career opportunities: Enrolled Nurse
If edible to higher nitec/poly: Staff nurse.

Well, as you can see both is my interest. People who are very close to me,know it.
So, four years of basics in backstage crew,acting and take part in a few of production is such a memorable one. Dancing and wow the crowd is awesome. Hosting for a few events in Bwss is super.

Besides, i love to help people. To tell them there are not alone and be there for them and duhh my favourite subject is Science. But now, i keep on rocking. Cool sahaja la Nur Syahirah

Particulars ( Aku bored la)

Full name: Nur Syahirah Binte Norani
Age: 15 but tuning to Sixteen :P
Race: Malay+ Indian+ Jawa= Think yourself.
Blood type: I swear i do not know. Scare to inject la.
Occupation: wish people butt.
special features: red lips
wish:straight A/s For N's
Recent academic marks : 3rd in class. But the marks horrible la. :(

Next week, gonna be a hard week. Er. Penat la. A lot of work to do.
N'level Coursework. ERRRR!!

I think i got to go now.
I have a lot of things to do.

X.O.X.O

Nur Syahirah

2009-07-10T13:22:00.007+08:00

Choice

Nowadays i often breakdown, lucky i have Raihan who is my listening ears.

She always never give up on me. Gave me tremendously advice and support.I'm lucky to have her around. Love ya girl :P - rai,if you're reading this, don't kembang okay

I'm thinking again and again what I'm going to do in future. Well, i don't want to be repulsive.
What's up with me? Is not my PMS or what. Sometimes things get very cruel. I just want to make a right choices and better up my skills in future. So that i can support my both parents and i want to ask them to relax at home,shake leg and drink coffee.

I can see my both parents really working hard for me and my siblings. Now i want to return the kindness back.

I've been giving a reluctant smile this fews day but most of the time I'm back to myself.

And now, i need to have the right choice, do it well and strive for the better. I will make the best choice for my future.

Amin

Alright i just finished my N'Level Oral Examination.Yes, it is. I can't believe it.

It was fine, the examiner was fine and laugh with me. Interacted back to me.

If my prelim i score 23/30, WHAT ABOUT MY N'S? Well, i did tried my best and Allah sake there is 2 examiner. I was shock but hey i manage to overcome it and thanks to all my classmates who gave me lotsa support when i enter the exam room. 4T1 is not the end yet.

Now a few of pictures for you to KPO. :P

Fried Mars Ball- Lance look at this, hungry? Hhahaha.

We stop and we continue to eat til we get high again.

The girl in the middle like ghost right. Who's daughter eh?

Eh come in,come in. Squeeze la. Ain down abit. Kecoh!!

Next top ........ bread. hahahahas

My favourite picture of all.

and Joanna and Zur'ain please sent the rest of the pictures.

And all this pictures contributed and edited by Yogeswary.

2009-07-09T14:50:00.004+08:00

ader kawan aku yang paling bijaksana dalam seluruh dunia ini,menyuruhku untuk
alteration ataukecikkan baju sekolah aku dan buat shape and dier tak sedah yang baju dier macam kain buruk.

siapa itu?
Dia adalah, Fizal.
Teman luar aku dan matair kepada arisya senget.

Oh haha, that's is for fun. Well, all the pictures for my NDP Preview ( opss,jealous or not?) and Fried mars ball date will be put up soon.
So stay tune.

Now, i am couting on my calories to 1,900 per day. My eldest brother said that my cheek is getting flatter and not chubbier. That's is last year picture and see how much I'm losing and getting healthier btw i am. Remember? Vegetable on my plate and after eating i must go buy fruits. Everyday dance til i drop. So yes, I'm getting healthy.

healthy Body, HEALTHY MIND.

k, I'M OFF NOW.

Bye candyfloss.

2009-07-08T13:16:00.003+08:00

A class of 1 TEAM 32 HEARTS. You guys are my secret ingredients. 3 months left, let's do it and don't break it.

Terpaksa crop,during lesson time sia.

Oh Wadi, you make the whole class so proud of you. All the way and do that in your
N's. Hopefully, you will do pretty well for N's.

2009-07-03T13:22:00.003+08:00

That's what you get for waking me up in vegas.

First day of school was hilarious. I'm high and sweating throughout the day.Well, it was AYG( Asian Youth Games) fever. Not only me was insane but my whole rocking classmates was insane too. A lot of things to talk about. I can't blame them on how are they're behaving. Too bad,the vice-chairman was talking the loudest. haha. Shame on you Syahirah. But is a human nature :P But we actually supporting our outstanding athletic in our class and ofcourse in bowen, which is Norwadi! All of us were shouting " WADI!!!" & " Baik,WADI!" and many more. I was shouting on top of my voice, my lungs already want to come out,my throat really want to burst out, I'm just excited for him. Dier lari, aku yang excited. All of us were running haywire to other block to follow where wadihe will go next. All of us were jumping,shouting and screaming for him. Ain and i was being too engrossed with the running til both of us secretly went to the foyer. It was really funny. The photo is not yet post my LEE KE XIN A.K.A 156 Partner :)

Second day, I'm trying my best not to whine about how tired i am and how draggy is my English Lesson. But i failed, everytime i see Ms James, i would be like " Not again." She is nice but her lesson too draggy. Well,maybe she want to make 4t1 score well. But the RIDICULOUS things happened at my Recess BREAK was this tHIS WAS ANNOUNCED IN THE PA SYSTEM AND I WAS AT THE CANTEEN " Nur Syahirah 4T1,please come to the general office now." I was like ha? What i do? I can't remember any criminal things. So i rushed down to the G.O and went outside, i saw my dear Zuliana seating restlessly in the bench waiting for her BAG.

Then i was like " Yek,eleh. Bag only?! HAHAHAHAHAHHA." .

After school a lot of my friends was like " What you do?" Ms Normala : Syahirah what happened? It was funny.

The next day Mr Terrance Tan asked me too. Relax people, i didn't do anything wrong. :P
EBS Coursework HAVE START,It was challenging but i will try my best.

Today, i was singing,dancing with my darling Yen Yen. wEEE~

and Monday will be a school holiday and I'll be getting FRIED MARS BALLS WITH ICE CREAM with Roshini and the girls. I craving for that since May. So i need to get it.

2009-06-28T16:11:00.000+08:00

( Rambut original,tak dye any colour& the bacin face.)

Hey Virgin :)

I was away for a very long long time. I am very busy and lazy with a lot of things. There is a lot of things happening but i just pick a few of my trips only okay?Of course the latest one.

On the 20th of June,i was trying my luck audition-ing for acting and hosting. Oh well, just try-try only. No harm trying right? Waiting for the call back. Pray for me uh. So after the audition, i rushed down to fetch lil sister. Otw home, something happen. Nah,I'll keep this a little secret,only my close humans will know. So then rushed down to Zur'Ain Crib, to celebrate her sister 8th Birthday, Zahirah.

On the 21th of June, my lovely darling grandma turns SWEET SEVENTY.

My whole family was away. I was alone. So i decided to drag myself and visit my grandma.

And i saw my triple cherries. My best little cousin, which is Ellysha,Madmad and ofcourse the rest. So went back, my nose was so SHARP. I smell durian from the 1st level. Mom and dad bought it at Johor. I lovvvvee ittt.

Nenek and my cherries feat Cik M Nasir eh salah Cik Nasir.

Azrah feat Cle.

Darling

Baby elly, iloveyou.

Active boy but still kak ira love you.

Durian from Johor.

And here is Sentosa Trip with a small number of my classmates.

I was sad because Yen Yen didn't attend the gathering.

My darling :)

hahahahhaha. The hat is awesome.

Someone trying to entertain us.

Joey darling :)

Watching soccer.

At class,recess,pe and here also you guys want to play soccer.

my baby girls

Hot kepa?

Happy Father's Day to my Ayah.

That one,I'll update it separately because it gonna be a long one. Stay tune

And Weekend Home Stay,

Watch Mum dressing up from Daddy Dinner&Dance.

Mummy,sexy yer. Ayah suka la eh!

Sunday, with my crazy aunties. Whom i love so much. Can't wait for Auntie Jurah Wedding next year and i can't believe it.
and yes tomorrow school reopen, NOT looking forward to it but i have to admit that i miss

all my rocking humans in Bowen.

My study date with Raihan tomorrow after her afternoon classes.

4t1 have you see our time-table in Bowen Website? Ms James lesson is every 1st period except

Thursday and Wednesday. On Monday will be having 3 period with her. WAHHHH! Not funny.

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

k whatever la eh,just endure. Catch up with all of you soon.
X.O.X.O Syahirah.

2009-06-13T10:46:00.000+08:00

I would like to congrats this both cute little girls for their new baby boy and kak ira will take Farrell soon okay (opps, i keep on saying that,and this two girls will get mad.)

Marisha Lutfi Endriquez

Nashra Lutfi Enriquez

and

New baby boy cousin, Farrell Lutfi Enriquez.

Happy 6 days old Farrel.

Hey humans, I'll be uploading pictures for my trip at Malacca soon, when i receive all the pictures. This year i'll be getting a lot of babies.

June- Auntie Linda's Baby boy

August- Kak Yah's Baby boy

September- Kak Su's Baby girl

September- Kak Long Baby girl

So fun right, yeah! I love it.

and i miss all of my rocking humans.:(

Yen Yen I miss you badly too :(

2009-05-31T18:33:00.000+08:00

First of all i would like to congrats Bowen Secondary School Soccer girls for their outstanding performance on last Wednesday at Republic Polytechnic. We are the CHAMPION for Bowen Secondary School crowned the first winners of the Schools National B Division girls' football title last Wednesday. Bowen, who had gone into the match as the underdog.

And Amalina,you did a good job for scoring a goal for Bowen.

Siglap 0- Bowen 1

Result slip was release by Miss Normala on Last Friday.
A slip that show me what I've been doing for this past 5 months.
A slip that show me how much effort i put in.
A slip that reflects on myself.
A slip that speak a thousands of words to my parents.

Believe it or not, in my 10 years of education,this is my first time getting a EXCELLENT conduct in my result slip. Which is unbelievable for me. To be honest, my attitude getting good to bad. I always take things seriously and react very fast. What's up with me? PMS i guess. So yeah, i sort things out with my old friend of mine, Nazh. He gave me opportunity to share everything before he boom boom pow. He will go on and on. haha.

Okay let's move on....

I was asked myself this.
So what, i get top 3 in level! That's doesn't matter at all in the end. I'm not completing with my classmates but with hundred of schools from the Normal Technical Stream. If one of the school have atleast 3 students take up Nursing as their course of the choice, will i be chosen? I believe that they will choose the best from the best. That makes me nervous when all the questions strike into my head. Hence, nursing is a popular course. So is not totally guarantee. All my subject is not consistent. The down will be up,the up will be down.

Let's stop talking about all the shits. Saturday was a fine day for me. Spent time with mum.
Went out with her. Went dinner too. I did enjoyed myself. I'm looking forward for Malacca trip but hell yeah before that I'll be having PRELIM ORAL.

2009-05-25T13:54:00.000+08:00

Saturday was a wonderful day for me and ofcourse Nazurah.
Went to her Birthday Party. Supposedly i cannot go because of some reason and eventually

i did. I begged my mum until she is so angry at me and she let me go.

It is a great time to catch up with all of them. A lot of changes in their appearance and height(especially the guys)

The SEXY Birthday GIRL!

My love :)

hahahahhahaha. Syahirah Stop it.

Nazurah was very scare when Syahirah want to kiss her cheek, Ainun was very shocked

and Shairah very angry when she knew it from Ainun

Babygirls :)

Laughing gas.

The whole group. Like illegal gathering uh.

To Nazurah: HAPPY PARAMORE SIXTEEN! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

Is been a great time knowing you. Keep on rocking baby. All

the best in upcoming months&years and SEMOGA PANJANG UMUR dan murah

rezeki amin.

2009-05-21T13:46:00.000+08:00

Yo BLOGFACE!
Okay, I guess it gonna be a VERY LONG grandmotherfathersisterbrotheruncleauntiestory. To me this two week it is a critical plus a mixture of happening week for me.

Start with Vesak Day holiday.
It was a cooling day for me. I spent it wisely with Raihan&Chella.
We went Senkang CC to study. We studied for 3 hours and half. After cracking
our brains. We chilled at Compass Point with our delicious Cup Walker bubble tea.
Catch up with each other for an hour, took some photo and home sweet home baby.

ph1, ph7 and ph14

Critical MYE week.
Yes, is over. But my N’s is still not over yet. I was having a bad migraine and my
Neck muscles are really killing me when I was having my Maths Paper 2. I waste
20 minutes because of it but still I try not to follow my emotions, I kept on looking
forward and I expected a so so mark but….(Look at the result part.

Marking day one day break.
Chill out at pasir ris beach with my rocking humans. Enjoy the pictures

Result! RESULT!
Let me start with the important subject.

Science Paper1:21/40
Paper 2: 41 and half/60
How I wish I score better marks for Paper 1. People who go through my paper confirm want to slap my face.

Maths Paper1: 29/50
Paper2: 22/50
total: 51/100
See the marks? It is horrible vegetable. I never expected to get that kind of marks.
I practiced hard enough, my class test was always beyond the average. Most of
My classmates was shocked and even Ms Normala was like “Syahirah,your marks
Very disappointing.” I get 80/100 for CA1. Argh! I wont let failure’s cover up my success. This time round
I’ll put even more effort.

EBS: 75/100
It was not that good still. Highest was my dearly YEN YEN,79/100!
Good job babe

CPA: 30/50/
I was hell yeah stunned after seeing my paper. I expected to fail because I did not studied for it. No revision and mostly 4T1 were doing N’Level Coursework and so
No time for the teacher’s to recap and it was a tough one but then I manage to do it.

Malay; 45/50
Mr Ismail wanna checked again my paper. I can’t believe that I get top for MALAY?
How ridiculous. The CA1 I get a grade C but not a A. haha/

English?Ms James haven't mark yet. er!

Overall, I’m still not happy with all my subject accept for my Malay, I know I can do it better.
Next semester, I gonna be a bit selfish. I gonna help myself first before attending to anyone who need my help. I’m not looking forward to have a short family holiday trip to Malacca, I just want to stay at home.

Btw Nazurah Just turn SIXTEEN.
Happy sixteen saying. This is like my 3rd time wishing you.

And lastly,
CONGULATION Bowen Soccer girls. You girls get into the finals.
All the way.

I got to go now.
Tomorrow will be going ITE SIMIE. Will be enjoying with my classmates again.

Thanks for reading,
Nur Syahirah

2009-05-10T17:38:00.000+08:00

10th May 2009 a special day to all Mum and i want to wish,

Dear Ibu,

I would like to wish you Happy Mother's day not only today but everyday of my seconds in this earth. You're way too amazing for me. You gave me love that i couldn't see. Although we always argue, fought and how unfair you are, i still love you. You're just the best and only the best for me.

I'm so fortunate to have a mum like you. Very talented, Hardworking, gorgeous , loving,extremely a good COOKER and the best mum for me. You show and teach me to stand on both of my feet and to believe in myself. Even you came into a broken family before but you still succeed til now and ever. You made your parents proud of you in your "modelling days" and i gonna do something good for you. Insyallah in my acting and drama talents, dancing or perhaps in my education too. I will do my best in my career.

Ya Allah, Kau maafkanlah kesilapan yang disengaja dan tidak sengajakan oleh ibu yang tercintaku, Kartinah Binte Abdul Rahman. Kau sayang dier, macam mana dier sayang aku.

Kau jauhkan dier dari sebarang kejahatan iblis and manusia yang terkeji dan panjangkan la umur dier. ( I think i can go on til tomorrow with my prayers because i won't stop pray for my7 mum)

Amin.

and lastly, i love you so much. Love is just a word but you gave the meaning to me.
You will be always in my heart.

It reads: Kartinah Abdul Rahman get to go into the finals for Miss Singapore Universe and
Miss World.

A Perfect Mum.

One day mum, i'll show you what i have got. Insyallah!

Love,
Nur Syahirah.

2009-04-29T12:23:00.000+08:00

Enjoy all the pictures and events that i never update with pictures!

Jurong Swimming outings :)

Yani, Syahirah, actually beside me is Zuliana but Ain cover uh!

PE PERIOD! HIGH HIGH HIGH HIGHHH BABY!!

When i was alone at the back of the hall ,lying on the bench and a few mintues later it turns up

to be three humans at the back of the hall, doing crazy posture and pose.

I just can't get up from my lying position!( Ain terjatuh kepa?)

Sentosa far la, that's why i sun-tanning here.

This part i was laughing and laughing while lying.

The Postcard design pictures is up.

Ain love chocolates( IMAGINE HOW EXCITED SHE IS TO GET CHOCOLATE!)

yAY!

Our Postcard display in the canteen!

See that!

Now, i'm focusing on my MYE. Is coming up in 13 more days. That's means is less than 2 weeks.

I started my revision and i notice that i have a lot of problem in some of the topics. Now is time to buck up on my weakest topics for all my subject. So yeah, take food care of yourself humans.

SWINE FLU!!! YA ALLAAAAAHHHHHH!!

Take good care uh everyone!

2009-04-25T10:43:00.000+08:00

Last Friday,marked the sec4's last performance. It was an amazing experience. The loud cheer from the audience spice's up Drama and the whole performing group day. Especially when my rocking classmates rush down after their NCC HQ,only to support us.Eventho most of my girls can't make it but i know in their heart, they always there for me. After and Before my syf there are the one who support me through. I just appreciate it so much. I can't believe that people can still stay back after school to watch our performance at 4.30pm. The Attendance was really great.

The result is up. I seriously not lie-ing. Eventho i do joke around but i don't lie. After the syf, i went home with Raihan and Lance. Lance never trust me,so do everyone who watch the Syf SHOWCASE on friday. Most of the teacher's cant believe what drama get.

We get a BRONZE. YES! I SWEAR IS TRUE. And Raihan, see. Is not our fault is the judges perception. All of schoolmates get the shock of their life. Our Play is amazingly great and awesome. PAUL FALZON, CODELINE,SHA and one of the principle was saying we're AMAZING GREAT! WE can get atleast a GOLD.

Since Last 2 year we get a sliver. Last 4 year we get a GOLD but nahh its okay. We know in our heart we can get a GOLD. After hearing for many other people, i believe we're the best.

BOWEN DRAMA ALL THE WAY.
I LOVE THE SYF 2009 CREW.
My afternoon will not be the same and somthing will be missing.

Saturday, i'm busy. BYEBYE! Going Pasir Ris later,got family gathering.

2009-04-21T13:57:00.000+08:00

The journey in my life. I keep on walking!

Today assembly taught me a lot. Life is like a marathon. It is very important not to give up. Failures is the key of success. There is a lot of path way to lead to success. Is your choice what you want to be. Is not about how physical fit and perfect you are, is what and who you want to be. In life, nothing is impossible. If you want it,you try it and then GET it.

4T1 Absentees getting bad to worst. Easily more than 5 humans absent per day . I'm not sure what is the reason but my point of view is, this is our last year, time files very fast so we must not waste any time. I don't know why is the same particular person absent. If you're sick,you must really take good care of yourself. Eat well, sleep well and exercise. Is just simple steps to follow.

I observed most of us is not ready for National Exam. Seriously, most of us are brilliant students. Only a handful insisted to be sharp in studies. We can be the best and outstanding class,why not in our studies?! The end of the day is our result that matter. So my dear 4t1, BUCK-UP. Let's make Ms Normala proud of us.

DRAMA SYF RESULT 2 MORE DAYSSSSS BABBBBYYY!!

2009-04-19T17:41:00.000+08:00

A lot of events that i never update. The Fun,exciting and stressful events which i enjoyed it so much.

First of all, Sport's Day.
The whole class being so supportive and come down to cheer and support all the runners and participants. It was a blast one because, even our class is small but very energetic and powerful.
The runners from 4T1 is super GOOD ,AWESOME, BRILLIANT AND ETC. The participants were LANCE,WE QIN,FAREEZ,ALI,SHAN,LANCE,WADI and Asyraf

4 X 100- 1ST ( shan,fareez,ali and wadi)
100m - 1ST Wadi
4th We Qin
2oom - 1ST Wadi
4th Lance
400m - 1st Fareez
2nd Shan
800m - 1st Shan
High Jump - 3rd Asyraf

And Congrats to Wadi for Achieving the OUTSTANDING Runners

Backview 4T1

Hotstuff 4T1.

The Jurong swimming pictures is not here. But is hell yeah fun. Zuliana Cepatla Post it!

Next up, DRAMA LIFE.
It takes up my whole afternoon but i did enjoy myself with all the crazyness.
I have some of my syf pictures here with me. Thanks Aunt Lina.

Before Make Up.

After. The Make-up is really thick and is for stage performance.

I remember this time when we need to sleep 2 arm lenght from each other. Is really difficult
to be way distance from everyone. So the plan is, we use RAIHAN'S CUTE ARM TO MEASURE.
So we are nearer. Oh Drama Student's are creative.

and special thanks to this girl who make my day happening. Who non-stop cheering me up,listen to all my craps. I still love my Aunt Lina. Iloveyou Raihan.

Btw BOWENIANS, show some support to DRAMA CAST. We're putting our showcase for you guys to see what we have done for SYF. So catch up with us on This Thursday, 4.30pm in the hall. and we'll also get our result on the same day but i have no idea what is the time. See you there humans. Pray for our result yeahs.

2009-04-08T15:28:00.000+08:00

Early in the morning my mood was hilarious. When first i step in the classroom,ofcourse with all the GOODMORNING AND HELLO greetings, Ain was like "Syahirahhhhhh. The postcard competition we are the first in Sec4/5 level!" I was damn shocked and happy. I returned the Attendance book and then go and see for ours. It was amazing.

N-Level Coursework EBS task A is done. Like finally! With the help from Ain, i manage to do everything peacefully. Ms tan told me to do one things at the time and relaxs. Haha. I need to go for relax management. Nonsense la this girl. I sign up from the stress-free workshop. 9 from 4t1 sign-up and coincidentally Raihan sign-up too. So yeahs.

My new boyfriend, Macheda :)

2009-04-07T14:21:00.000+08:00

I smile because of them. I'm thankful.

My school days is really bored when without them and ofcourse without all of my hunnies in Bowen Secondary. These days my Mr Period is very cruel. Through up and down all of my those whom i close with is being so supportive. They always beside me through up and down. I believe that, is hard to find those rocking humans in anywhere. When lesson start,you can imagine how many times i complain to Yoges and the rest how boring and draggy is English Lesson. How silly that i can even dance infront of my class because Mr William found my wallet. Is just me. I was too thankful that atleast Bowen Secondary students are very honest. Thumbs up.

Example like today, poor Joanna,her food spills on the floor because of inconsiderate people pushing each other while queuing up. Secondly, my tears just drop down from my fishball cheek because of errrr.Yoges was like "Syaaaaaa." I appreciate how people care about me.
Ofcourse Zur'Ain, and Zuliana the non-stop adviser. Who keep on asking me to rest and rest.
Try to make things to worst to bad and then to incredibly great. They are just a bunch of cherries that are really sweet who never put salt into my injury. I love you girls :)

Yes,i love them and so do them. :)
Joanna and I can't stop singing "You're my sunshine,only my sunshine,you make me happy."
Mid-year examination is around the corner. ERRRRRRRR.

You said that you care for me,but you never show how much sincere you are. Oh,you ruinned my day just now. But is not worth it thinking about all this. I must stand up tall again.

2009-04-05T18:33:00.000+08:00

Happy SIXTEEEEEEEENNNNNNNNNNNNN SAYANG :)(THE COLOUR IS FOR YOU)

My post is for my only and only Raihan Binte Rashid. That's is my aunt in my syf play.

Oh dear, I have a lot of fun with her. Through thick and thin she is still there for me.

She turned SIXTEEN on Last Friday,3rd April. I hope she enjoyed her day with memories. I hope you love that kite.We fly kite together okay?God blessed you,have a great time and duh this nasty villager still love her Aunt,which is you. I love you too much already. I gonna miss the fun time together. The cute shorts that we bought together,the dancing,silly shots,kecohrable and a lot more okay i'll treasure. Stay strong. Iloveyou. Mwahs.

The syf picture will be soonnn arrived. Just wait.

2009-04-01T16:31:00.000+08:00

Bowen Drama, hot hot heat. Paul is happy,teacher's told us that we've done a fantastic and boombatics job. Is finally done,i gonna miss everything,especially the people who make everything a good one. I'm tired and i can't sum up all the tiredness.The pictures will soon be up. I gonna collect all the pictures and videos. I will let you see how crazy and wild we are. I enjoy not going for English Lesson too. hahahahahas. My inbox is full of motivational messages. Thanks to all who make the effort to wish and pray for Bowen Drama. The wonderful calls for Zur'Ain. The non-stop hugging and shaking hands with each other. Is wonderful btw ALL DRAMA HUMANS ARE HOT bodoh. I mean ALL. ALL DRAMA MEMBERS FROM ANYWHERE,EVERYWHERE BUT NO WHERE.

K,I'm done. byebye ily people.

2009-03-29T14:54:00.000+08:00

ITE= Its The End? Cannot go UNIVERSITY,JC AND HAVE A GOOD LIFE?

I heard someone said that in Music Room,my whole mood and face change. I was very angry and i felt very sad for myself. Even a few of them never insulted me, but that particular guy,who is just in his lower secondary as the courage to say something which is bad to me. I know where I'm standing. You in your Express stream,while me, in my Technical Stream but I can show you using my hands-on power,i can succeed. My passion to perform and dance is the driving force to excel. While you,you can just irritate others. Raihan, Chella and Shawndy comfort me. Especially Raihan,hug me tight like there's no tomorrow. That is the reason why i don't have any mood for drama rehearsal on Friday. Sorry if i don't talk to some people who never do anything. I'm so angry at that time but hey now I'm okay. 3 more days for syf and believe it or not, on Tuesday all the girls who involved in syf OVERNIGHT IN SCHOOL and need to Wake up at 4AM to HAVE TO put our make-up. I don't mind because Raihan and most rocking people are there.

Click at the picture to enlarge what Raihan posted at her blog.
Btw girl, i love you so much. You awesome. You deserve to lead a happy life.
You're turning sixteen soon baby! I love RAIHAN BINTE RASHID!

2009-03-25T15:16:00.000+08:00

Tuesday,

Released at 12pm,had lunch and then put on the disgusting thick make-up. At 3pm,headed to Anglo Chinese J.C, rehearsed and rehearsed but it turned a bad one. Zul and I were sick and the voice projection is not loud enough. The backstage crew are trying their best to pace the timing, the lighting's and sound effects is trying their best to do what they are suppose to do but yet the energy level still not there and for myself my voice projection was very bad. Is bad. My flu and dry cough make me lose focus. I forget some lines.Paul,my instructor asked me to KEEP QUIET AND EAT MORE VITAMIN C. Mr Tan, no spicy and fried food. Thanks for your concern everyone. Everyone ask me to drink lotsa water. My lines,there is a lot of screaming projection. That's why!

Today,believe it or not, i kept quiet. Seriously. I take everything seriously. For the sake of saving my voice and energy for drama. NO CHOCOLATE TOO! Thanks JOANNA AND LANCE for showing me CHOCOLATE AND FAREEZ,thanks eh for wanting to give me REDBULL. I'm going drama now. BYEEEEEEE. I will update perhaps on Friday,tata

2009-03-23T14:34:00.001+08:00

This time i would like to post about a N16 Guy who lost in a few generation ago. Who is a good friend and my dramamates of mine. He will be turning 16 tomorrow. I want to wish him, HAPPY 16* Birthday, all the best in life,treasure you love ones,don't let anything bring you down and lastly LET PUNCH THROUGH 2009 SYF. WEEEEE!! You are AWESOME CHELLA!

I'm sick! DRY COUGGGGHHHHH and MIXEDDD SICKNESS IS KILLING MEEEEE. I change my mind, I want to come for drama today. I want to go. Is my last performance for the year of 2009. After that I'm stepping down. I will give my life for it. I'm not drama MAMA, i have a passion in acting and I'll be give my best for syf! Nur Syahirah ENDURE aites. 1 week and half more.

To Thana: You're already a winner! You're my star! Eventho you never get 1st,you're in the FINALS. You make 4T1 so proud of you. Head's up darling. Is just the beginning,not the end.

People watched you live in VASATAMM?( I don't know who to spell) plus you in the finals, The judge called you the MELODY QUEEN,is a really good effort. Is not about having 1st or what. Is the effort you put in. You're wonderful,I gonna support you still. Don't give up,look forward!

2009-03-22T13:46:00.000+08:00

Hey yaw.
I spent my holidays on drama trainings,homework's and a half-day swimming.
To be frank, I couldn't get the feel of it. I were to say, it's just any normal school days. Which I have to wake up early in the morning and go to school for lEM &TRAININGS. . But that doesn't mean I'm free right after. I can't believe that I'm doing all this. To be honest,i do complain how much tired,sick and stress i am but i keep on going on strong because those lovely hunnies kept on supporting me and never left me behind. Those drama humans,always the one who make my day and how much tired i am but spending my time with them is a blast one. RAIHAN,CHELLA,SHAWNDY AND OFCOURSE THE REST OF EM WHO INVOLVE IN SYF 2009 you guys are the best.

(raihan's camera)
My March holidays is very packed-up. Thanks to all my friends who understand me so much. Who care about me and non-stop hits messaging me,to rest well. I appreciate it so much. Seriously. I'm blessed to have those hunnies with me.

Holiday means,for me to do all the housework. ALL! As you can see,how much powerful i am. My moodswing is getting bad to worst. Please understand me yaw. hahas :)

DRAMA SYF IS DRAWING NEAR.
SO THAT MEANS EVERYDAY WE GONNA HAVE TRAININGS. MON-FRI.
OMG. I GONNA BE DEAD SOOONNNNNNNNNNN. WAITTTTTTTTTT!! NOOOOO!!I GONNA HAVE HELL YEAH FUN WITH THOSE SAYANGKU!

The pictures is taken from RUO QI.

Everyone is freaking hyper.

BALLROOM ISSIT? HAHAH. COOL.

ROU QI DONT BE SHY!! GAYA COOL POSE!

Danish trying to smile. Zul,your dimple!ER

hypernessss. omg. i love it!

2009-03-16T14:20:00.000+08:00

Hey sexaye!

Drama rehearsal was fun but EM WAS REALLY BORING. MY GOD!
I'm busy la dey. Everyone Birthday is COMING. N16? :(
Chella and Raihan birthday is coming. I can't tag along with them when they want to watch N16. I need to wait till AUGUST KAY.

My Aunt is right beside me. Which is Raihan. haha. She is being too excited. She is KPO-ING at my pc.I will update her picture okay. RYEHAN INTAN PANYUNGKU. RAIHAN IS MY AUNT THAT PASS AWAY FEW GENERATIOM AGO. We love drama-ing. Pantart dier amat power okay! She dance just now,omg. I wish i could carry her around and then let her fly with her own wings. My aunt power bodoh. She hide the necklace at KAMPONG BUANGKOK. HAHAHAHAHHS

ZUR'AIN IS VERY EXCITED. SHE WANTED TO GO AGAIN TODAY. OMG! HAHAHAHA. SO KECOH.
Lets go again but with more people.

2009-03-15T19:22:00.000+08:00

CAN I DANCE AGAIN??
I MISS THE STAGE AND THE ATMOSPHERE.
Teacher's Day 2008 was awesome and
next up hopefully Youth day Consert.
To fareez: Lets do it again it one more timeeeeeee!!

Btw I'm in the middle yawww :) (I MISS THOSE HUMANS TOO :()
It was two years ago and i miss every bits of it.

2009-03-11T14:15:00.000+08:00

Is a sick marathon. HAHA. I'm sick again (virus is spread by ain)and i thought i was okay. I do not know that i have two nurse in my class. Which Ain and Zuliana. They keep on tasting my forehead. Nurse Ain said i have a FEVER and Zuliana said that i have a flu. I guess both is right. Thanks bbygirls. You guys are wonderful. My day is brighten by those crazy humans in my class,which is my girls, khairul, Wadi, Lance and edmund.

I want to post something negative now. Like what? Like PEMBUSTARD.
you hurt that girl,why? What is your reason you hurting her?
I'm so surprise when she told me that, i was so shocked

To Rai, you have us. Don't let anything bring you down. Through hard and happy time i'll be there for you. Lets put or heart and soul for SYF. You awesome my dear.

2009-03-10T15:36:00.000+08:00

1 team,32 HEARTS all the way.

Ain, Zuliana and Syahirah

I'm not sure how to live in my class without them. It was nice knowing them. The Class T-shirt is done. I feel so good about that. So 4t1 do you have the spirit to get 1st for Sport days this time round? Last year we went 3RD now 1st can? HAHAHA. Zur' Ain get well soon dearest! It was fun being with all of them. I felt blessed. Thanks allah for created them. Mummy sayang you all. HAHAHAHSSSS. FUNNNY BODOH.Jonna is very protective. Thanks dear. Fareez takmo step kau yg design tu baju. haha. Kumar,no problem and to all my classmates Enjoy your CLASS t-SHIRT.

having drama at 4pm. Bye.
ass why eff is coming.

2009-03-08T18:44:00.000+08:00

Haha. Fad can't stop disturbing me. Stop repeating the same thing.

#Ohhh Syahirahh# at CHAI CHEE says:
COOKIEEEE MONSTER.
Fad will give you a fart. says:
COCO CRUNCH&HONEY STAR.
#Ohhh Syahirahh# at CHAI CHEE says:
Haha. you keep on flooding my tagged at my blog!! GRRRR.( SMOKE COMING OUT)
Fad will give you a fart. says:
LOLS..SO SCARY!!
Fad will give you a fart. says:
Nur Syahirah i adore you.....
#Ohhh Syahirahh# at CHAI CHEE says:
Who doesn't right? haaa. Why uh?
Fad will give you a fart. says:
Difficult to find a lady like you. Smile only.. Through hard and good time. You try to smile... Last Friday saw you,you smile. Jovial and Smart la you.
#Ohhh Syahirahh# at CHAI CHEE says:
EHHH.ALAMAK. Saya kembang uh. Cukup la. Smile keeps away from doctor.

I wanted to update a good one. But my camera got problem. I wanna upload pictures. And share you my exciting story. Wait on Wednesday i post a good one kay?

2009-03-05T13:52:00.000+08:00

Every problem,there is a Solution.

You fall down,you picked yourself up.

EBS N'level thumbdrive corrupted. I was panicked and scared. I was insecure and nervous.

Not my fault and yes the teachers knew it. My tears is no use. My hard work for pep work was wasted. But there is a solution,the teachers,non-stop telling me not to worry,they will think other ways to help me. Friends? The most supportive humans. Who are my listening ears and they lend me a shoulder to cry on. Zur'ain,thanks for comforting me. I feel better and safe. After School meet Mrs Teo, she told me not to worry. She had fax to Moe and asked if i could have the extra time. I really appreciate the effort the teacher as made. I feel better. To people who are taking our Coursework, print out everything when you save. And Allah still love me,i actually printed everything that i saved. EVERYTHING. I was lucky enough. Now, is time to stand up and complete the race. Insyallah,i can! Amin.

Are you ready for my Common Test Result?

Malay: 70/100

Maths: 80/100

EBS:76/100

Cpa: 75/100

Science: 52/100 ( I didn't study okay,but i did passed!)

english? Ms James haven't mark. ERRRR. SLOWWW.

love,syahirah

2009-03-03T15:15:00.000+08:00

Hey blogface,

N'level Coursework is 2 more months to go (cpa), Ebs,I'm not that sure and that's it. Is really stressful.I just received my Science Paper I got 27/50. Which is a good mark for people who didn't studied. For my Maths Common Test i get 40/50, which is good. Sec4 topics I'm not afraid but sec 1&2 work,ya allah! I can't recall everything. Malay 14/20,haha. No comments. Ebs and Cpa I'll be getting it soon. To Ali,hi-5! haha.

Monday,
A sweet moments Now i know how much my girls classmates love me. haha. Like seriously. So this is what exactly happen. All my girls, was practicing our 5 stations for Nafa.
After finishing everything,we need to assemble to outside the Pe Room, so yeah, i was walking and suddenly next thing happen, i notice i was lying down in the mud. On that part, my head was freaking heavy and is out of sudden. And all the girls was to concern. Joey wanna bring me up, Joanna try her best to carry me(like real), Safiah keep on asking me to go to toliet and wash up, Yani,Zuliana,Ain and whoever don't down was asking me if i were okay. I appreciate it so much girls. Ain said that maybe i stress,eh? I don't think so,maybe i'm too tired.
So after school went lunch with Ms Normala, Ain,Yani,Safiah,Zuliana at Pizza Hut.

and today,late for school. Drama Starting soon. Bye babybeh!

2009-03-01T16:05:00.000+08:00

Finally Common Test 1 is OVER. Fuhhh. Now i want to focus more on my N'level Coursework. I'm so excited with my Common Test result because i want to see where is my standard before N's. I want atleast 3 a's for now! Please?
Which is both EBS AND CPA(web design). I have no problems with my Ebs but my CPA Web page is really boring and i think i want to REDO it back because now i know what exactly i need to do and how to make it look good. Terimah kasih Auntie Jurah sayang. Lets put all the boring part aside. I want to make it incredible creative and sweet.

Thursday was sucha hilarious lesson with Ms James. Is like the whole lesson we're listening to my talented classmates singing and Zur'Ain was asking me to dance at the back. Ape je. Extra eh. It was fun. Zuliana and i gossip a lot. I have a lot of fun with my lovely classmates. I LOVE YOU HUMANS.

Saturday is a lepak day for me. Early in the morning i woke up and Rafiq called me. We have the fun 20 mins talk and after hang up, i helped mum with the housework.
To mopping,sweeping,wiping,washing and etc. I'm so good uh.
Conversation between Mum and I.
Ibu: Kalau your mak-metua sakit jatung mesti dier mati. ( If your mum in-law got heart-attack, confrimed die)
Me: Hahaha. Fuunnnnyyyy

I can't stop laughing okay. Because i do the housework very noisy. haha. Mum being so good and until she cooked my favourite dish, Macaroni Soup and Dad bought me Cempedak and Goreng Pisang. I being so pampered for a day. haha.

Today i had my breakfast with mak,tok,aunts at Bedok South and bought some fish,crabs and etc in the wet market. It was fun okay.

I lazy uh to upload pictures :)

I admit that girls are difinitely picky when it comes to choosing a boyfriend. The truth is, we always want the other-half to be exotic but the reality is,we don't always get what we want. A relationship should include a little drama,i could be a prefect one.
and to People who have problems in your relationship, try to be patience. All the best hunny :)

2009-02-27T15:00:00.000+08:00

How is my blogskins?
Better and Nicer.
Look more in place. I'll be updating my blog again on Sunday hunnies :)

Sweetheart ,is like the dazzling star,shining bright.

2009-02-25T14:15:00.000+08:00

I learnt my mistakes;I'll pick myself up.

I am blaming myself now. I don't get enough time to revise on my Science Subject for Common Test. I felt so horrible. I thought that i can study last minute timing but hell yeah NO. I was super wrong. I can't manage my time well. With drama trainings and school, i clash it together

I tried my best to study the night before but i was so tired and i fall asleep. Drama syf training is really tiring but i have a lot of fun. I must keep on track on my studies. Basically, i must not do the same mistakes. So i am prepare to receive a borderline marks for my science. I can do it but i think i can't score high marks. So thumbs down Syahirah. Maths? I have no problem with that.

Eventually, Tuesday, i was in my hyper-mood. I dance,scream,laugh and etc. My drama syf hunnies was crazy too. Chella was too hyper and Raihan can't stop laughing. Rou Chi was funny kedebak. Zul can't stop giggling and the rest can't stop laughing.
I reach home at 7pm,bath,eat and i study and i found myself dead. haha. too tired.

Lastly,i miss you too much :(

2009-02-22T17:05:00.000+08:00

Crazy Week.

Yaw! My hunnies. How life? Great? I've been sick for a few days. I passed to Yoges my flu-ness. Sorry eh babe. Haha. I'm happy with my lifestyle now. I don't feel much isolation. With my supportive drama members who always the one who make my afternoon incredible awesome. Even though it is a Crazy Week but i treasure the week with my hunnies. Crazy week in terms of draggy lesson, ite talk, assignments , test , drama "ass why eff" training and next up upcoming common test. This year is gonna be the wild year for me. I'm enduring my last year in bowen. After "ASS WHY EFF" in 1st April, i gonna spent most of my time with my close humans. It gonna be my promised to you kays.

Happy 6teen Fareez!
Fareez aka The Freeze just turn 16th last Tuesday on the 17/02/09.
I made a big green card and asked all my classmates & the close one to write it on.
and i gave me him a choco. I hope you enjoy your 6teen with memories. All the best in life. Upcoming Birthday is Yoges. Thinking what to make for you. haha.

Next week drama trainings will be 4 times a week. I'm dying. haha. :)

Drama humans awesome and i Like!

And btw All the best for your common test 4T1 AND BOWEN SECONDARY SCHOOL :)

2009-02-20T12:55:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah; i'm sick for 3 days.
Maybe after drama i'll be going to doctor. "Raffles Health " Better don't give me much trouble yeahs! Stressing and Fun time this week.
more update on Sunday yeahs :)

2009-02-15T15:52:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentine's to all humans.

Friday
My intention was to give the whole class CARD AND CHOCO. I only manage to write for all my girls only. Sorry boys. haha. But i did gave everyone chocolate. Hidayah,you're too cute! You did your best. That's the most important thing! Everyone was enjoying the day. So do Ms Normala. 4t1 gave her a blue card. It was really funny. Funny wishes. I want to thank

Jonna for your SWEET,JELLY AND CHOCO.
Gina for your Dove Choco.
Chella for your KINDER BUENO.
Ms James for your wonderful card and lastly
a million thanks to Ms Normala for not giving us HOMEWORK.

While waiting for drama to start at 4pm,we have about 3 and half hours to kill.
So we ate Maggie mee,drank bubble tea,play cards and a lot more. I enjoy every bits of it with them.So yeah i had a wonderful Valentine's or should i say FRIENDSHIP DAY! Thanks Rai,Nadiah,Nigel,Chella and Amalina. I had a great time. Drama is tiring but i enjoy it so much.
Saturday, i waited for you but haix. boohoo. I spent my Saturday with my family.

Today is Sunday. Tomorrow is Monday. Tie,PE and draggy lessons. pfft. No complain Syahirah!
Btw i miss JULAILAH AND MIRRAH TOO okay

Sleepless Night; on the fone. Smiling for no reason

Crazy and stressful night

Feeling uh. hahha. Why cannot?!
.

Happy Stressing Weekday :P

and the last picture for this week is;

Featuring the boys;a few of them only - Courtesy of Joey picture.

Courtesy of Joey picture

(Left up to right )
Joey,Syahirah,Yani,Gina.Joanna,Zur'Ain, Zuliana, Ke Xin and Yen Yen.

I swear is great knowing you humans. May our Friendship last and the Class Spirit is still be POWER. fuyoh.

2009-02-09T14:55:00.000+08:00

Now at School Library.

To that silly billy bustard guy,think before you say. Trying to mess up with me? You go the wrong person.

PE WAS HELL YEAH FUN! We played captain ball,divided into 3 groups. Should i say my group is a powerful one. Eventho less humans and less power engine but still we're still the best. WE won alot of the time
Cheers to

Myself
Yani
Yen Yen
Edmund
Ke xin
Asyraf
Ashiq

Frankly, I'm trying to be an obedient student and daughter. Atleast I'm trying.
I think i'll be going extra lesson with my own willing. Next up i miss my COMPASSVALE HUMANS. If you read this;tag me yaw. I miss each one of you. Omg! Things is so packed-up.

k choas folks. I wanna go home and sleep.

2009-02-08T13:54:00.000+08:00

I'm putting my best in enduring with this secondary FOUR life. I feel persistent in studying but at certain point it gives me a huge amount of pressure in the head. It seemed like school has been taking up most of the time. Drama syf training really taking up my afternoon but i enjoy it so much. Since is my last year,lets give the best.

However, I deserve a pat on my back for the attitude i have. Even i have a lot of problems now in my head,i tried my best not to think about it. So i want to really do my best. Head's up Nur Syahirah! You can do it. I get the motivations from Ariesya. Thanks babygirl.

X-Country was okay. Since i have red-flag,my ribs is killing me. My stomach was crampy but i just go till the finishing line. Yani was being so nice,she slow down and asked me if i was okay. It was super nice of you Yani. So we jogged together. Ali you too dude. He keep on asking me if i was okay but i really forced myself to just run and run. Thumbs up Syahirah!

So yeah lepak with Rai,Chella and Atiqah after x-country. We played TAXI TAXI.

Saturday is always my family day. I went to my Mummy No.2 at Pasir Ris. Kak Long is pregnant again! WOOOHOOOOOO!! Aufa Matin don't worry kakak ira still love you. Kakak kepa! HAHAHAH. Auntie? A big NONO. My mum and i stayed there super long.

Sunday! Here i am at Chai Chee! Today is kak yah birthday! WEEE~~

I Don't like PEOPLE WHO TALK WIHOUT THINKING.

To everyone who change your blog url i will link you SOON!

2009-02-03T15:02:00.000+08:00

A really tough week. Pictures will be update by this Sunday.

Imagine a day full of test or should i say N'level Coursework? and activities. Is hard,very hard and tiring. Blame the school for giving us tight schedule. Flag day and etc. Imagine two coursework in one shot. Did i tell you i went SENTOSA last Sunday. Not to have fun but to do my Coursework and how pathetic is that but i went through my hard time with my sweet girls:SAFIAH,ZULIANA,AIN AND YANI and not forgetting we bump into LANCE,JOEY,EDMUND,ALI AND WADI. I seriously have hell yeah FUN with you humans.

Saturday we have our FLAG DAY. It was freaking fun! I collected lotsa moneyyy and i enjoy helping the needy students. At first i wanted to smack all the stuck-up people who was like "EH NO!I don't want to donate!) and god bless to humans who donated . SMILE!

Monday;all of subject teacher moody but who cares. and the best part is KHAIRUL NIZAM PASSED HIS MATHS TEST FOR THE FIRST TIME!

I get 36/40 for my maths test.Unbelievable! I need to push myself even moreeeeeeeeee. woohoooooo! I LIKE IT BABBBYYY!!

Today is Tuesday.

A BAD DAY,VERY BAD,SUPER BAD AND FREAKING BAD!

.I would like to thank MD FAREEZ for listening to me! The seating arrangement change and i seated beside YOGES!(ihopeicanhelpyou! :) )Next up, the t-shirt can't get it done by this Friday! and the main thing is:

it'll ruin my mood the whole day.

INCONSIDERATE HUMAN!(em lesson)

You dirty the classroom and you just rock you leg,pretending you don't know anything and you trying to escape.You KNOW WHO YOU ARE. And good job people who' are trying your best to clean the classroom.Thanks Gina&Thana for cheering me up.

Now,i am killing the time. DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA SYF REHEARSAL. I hope is gonna be great one bebhbeh!

And please 4T1 where is all our TEAM SPIRIT?!

and lastly a happy ending note 4T1 HAD A 2 SPECIAL MENTION FOR OUR CLASS DECORATION. Thumbs up to everyone who participated! YAYYYYYYY!!!

2009-01-29T14:26:00.000+08:00

A round of applause for 4T1 today.
10 absentees eventhou we're going to prepare about our N'Level stuff.
What kind of attitude is that? Common 4t1 buck up,is our last year.
Is saddening that some people who are the good ones are going to drain.
I know you people can do it. Lets strive the achievements together!
Being a vice-chairman is freaking irritating. I swear,especially with ____(you know who)
Is being 4 weeks he don't even know our name and mark wrongly. Poor Nicole!

I manage to do the class t-shirt design and manage the class to cooperate and thumbs up for me.
Is been so stressfull these days. School+Home= INSANE!
At school busy doing with Drama Syf,Mass Drama,Assignments,School activities,Cip programme,N'level preparatory for ebs and CPA and lastly with new upcoming topics. Home?HOUSEWORK,HOMEWORK AND GUIDE THE TWO KIDDOS and etc. Look,i don't even have my time for myself. Oh no!!

There are some unscrupulous people around who have no problem taking my thoughts and promoting them as their own when important people are in the room. Be a little bit more tight-lipped when you are brainstorming t and hold your cards a little bit closer to your chest. Let the plotters find out what you're planning when everyone else does.

2009-01-27T17:21:00.000+08:00

The best damn thing for this past days is with my lovable bunch of rocking freaking friends and families. Put a side what happened during school and recess because those time a bad period but people who surrounds me,just add in spices into my day. Thanks candies.

Lets talk about the fun part only.

Friday; Chinese New Year Celebration was freaking boring but the two bby January celebrating their belated birthday. HAPPPYYYY SIXTEEEEENNNNNN ZUR'AIN AND WE QIN!\

i gonna miss the whole 4t1 soon. 7 more months to go. I swear i gonna make full use of our last year. I will MISSS those crappy moments.

Half of them

Yummy choco cake!

Zur'ain and We qin

Lance,my helper during class. He is genius in maths

Khairul Nizam,the one who make my burst into laughter

Shaik Asyraf;my buddy who seated beside and always sing and talk on his own.

The rest of you i will take you guys soon aites.

al plan is to meet Chella and Julailah but early in the morning i was so weak. Mum forced me to go CHANGI BEACH eventho i told her my stomach is really cramp but still she told me to go and meet the rest of my family. Since Ros Amirah was there so yeah i will go. It was fun,fun and fun. Is been a very long time i ride bicycle. Sorry Nurul Azrah yeah.

Love life? Is complicated again. What's love in the first place?

Can i have more holidays please?

To my dearest cousin,Nurul Azrah.

Don't care what people says,Just go for your goals. :)

2009-01-18T18:29:00.000+08:00

Bad news to all blogface.My computer is really really sick. I can't even switch on my bloody PC.
I think i will get to update and online every Sunday only when i having tution at auntie house.

It's the third week of school, and one more week January is coming to an END. How fast can that be? I'm trying to think positively that my teachers are not being unreasonable of pushing us, therefore I have to play a part and bare with it too. I'm slowly, starting to love maths. Yes,my weakest subject.

Friday,having drama mass session with the whole group was hilarious. Having the Secondary One joining with us is freaking enjoyable. Especially dill? Yes,I'm not sure what his exactly name but nah he was really funny and fun. The game session "gerek" hahahha. More mass session please? But too bad for all Syf humans. haixx. hahha

Saturday? Do abit of shopping with Mummy,Daddy and the two kiddos and poor abang,he is working so he didn't manage to came with us.Too bad!I get my new specs.Everyone guess what colour is my New Specs?(before scrolling down) Bought some shoes and etc. Go makan,the AYAM PENYET SEDAPP SIA!

HOMEWORKKKKKKK?! Tons of it but i still can manage my time. Thumbs up for Nur Syahirah!
I manage to do everything on time. I hafta to set the time for drama,homework,slack and housework and i can manage it very well. Before i forget my REAL N'LEVEL COURSEWORK is next week. I can't believe it! HAHAAAA. booooohooo. I neeeeeedddddd motivation,support and blablabla. (Syahirah you're insane)

Here i am at auntie house.Blogging and Updating all my online stuff.

Takecare HUMANS.
Btw Ariesya; yes girl,all the guy is the same. All of em still eat RICE!!

2009-01-16T10:54:00.000+08:00

This fews days things get so packed-up. Blame the school for the tight schedule prepared for us. It's only January, I'm feeling so loody worn off and each time I step into the home sweet home, all I could think of was sleep sleep sleep! Excluding revisions, assignments of course. So you see, I couldn't even get enough sleep. I'm still in my holiday mood.Alot of things happen this fews days.

With some conflicts with someone. I don't feel like mentioning it here because i hafta to say this "I don't bitch people at my blog,i rather bitch eye to eye." I feel like some of the lesson is very draggy. Example like English lesson. It feels so incredible long eventho is 1 hour. The joker of the class makes me feel more lively. Which is KHAIRUL. He is the funniest human in my class. My classmates and i also decided to make a study group,we actually studied together after school on last tuesday. The study buddies of mine is Wadi,Lance,Ali,Joey,Yen Yen and Ke xin.Things get messed up easily.

I've been not contacting with Ariesya for a week and she called me last Tuesday. I let it out everything and finally i was relieved. You're right babe, we gonna let all our spirit free! I need to pick myself up again and again no matter what. I've been busy these days,a big apoligise to all my friends who keep on buzzing me to hang out. I hafta to admit that i don't havetime for myself. haha. There is tons of assignments that i still haven't completed.The conflict have been going on. It breaks my heart to know that they are attacking the mosques at Gaza. May Allah the Almighty protects the civilians, especially the innocent children. Super, super saddening. Sighhhhh

Today having drama at 2pm. A big hurray. Lets jump,scream and laugh together!
YAYYYYYYY!!
(Updated at Ebs lesson.Since i'm done with the printing.)

2009-01-09T09:16:00.001+08:00

2009-01-09T09:16:00.000+08:00

2009-01-07T11:45:00.000+08:00

Yeah now having free period in the Computer lad so i use this chances to update it alright.

Monday, it was a super not good day. I was having moodswing all the way but on Tuesday,
it was a blast one. I keep on laughing,jumping and ofcourse keep on talking craps. Both of the days i have drama. Preparing for CCA CARNIVAL which is coming soon. Is this coming Friday!
Like i say Tuesday is the good day for me,because Chella and Shawndy making my day. We shout,imitate the BB. haha. It was great. Drag my feet home with Danish,Alex and Zul. Dan can't stop rapping. School-Sengkang he can't stop rapping. HAHAHA. It was really funny.

After School i have meeting with Mr Chan and having drama Rehearsal. Hurray!
I hope i gonna smile all the way.

2009-01-04T23:28:00.000+08:00

Saturday and Sunday is really a blast one with my family.Especially mum. I helped mum alot. With the housework and cooking's.Mum is not SPANISH is SPINACH. hahaha. Is not the same! LOLS.And just now i received BURSARY. Siti Nur Aishah also have. We will meet up soon babe!

Tomorrow school?I'm not so looking forward. HAHA. Less chatting please teachers?HAHAHHAA. oh yeah,drama again!WEEEEE!!

2009-01-02T20:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY ONE YEAR FRIENDSHIP TO ALL BOWENIANS.

First day of school was not that bad. Watched the sec1's ,i find them so cute.Alot of talking about(faints) again RULES AND ETC but some part i find it useful.I really miss all of my schoolmates. So when i see everyone,i will SMILE here and there.Get a freaking cute teddy from Nabilah,i will sleep with it okay! It was a really a blast one.To laugh again and again with my classmates. They are bunch of loving and crazy people.So we had our Form Teacher which is MISS NORMALA and hahha,co-form?Mr Ng but i want MR CHAN KAI MUN back?But he will be teaching us Science(Physics),a big HURRAY!The New seating arrangement is still in progress and the Class Leaders has been appointed.So haha. So i just get to know that i have drama today. It was a very shocking notice.Of course it was fun with all my sweeties in drama. Oh yeah, i wish everyone best luck for2009.

2009-01-01T15:36:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2009 TO EVERYONE

My New Year resolution is to really focus on my studies,achieve better grades,spent quality time with both Families and Friends that i never spent alot on 2008 because i was too busy with my activities and my new environment,to be more mature when handling things and lastly i wanna be a GOOD SIXTEEN YEAR OLD DAUGHTER TO MY BELOVED MUM AND DAD.

I did Celebrate New Year with my parents eventho I'm sick. Music can kills everything.So we went to DOWNTOWN EAST to grove.The first song was LOW by flo-rida.Omg,all the heat is burning me. I don't feel like fainting or what but i feel like dancing. The crowd was HILARIOUS! All of the clicks make a circle and that spot i was like "OMG,YOUNG SINGAPOREANS CAN DANCE LIKE THIS?WOW!" I don't know that Zaki was right beside me! Sorry la,I'm to obsessed with the dance move. Beside zaki was NAIM! So tall la you. Until i cannot see you. After that I'm so really fuck-up,eh hello is HIP HOP not trance,why you SHUFFLE?Spoil the music only and you know what? I actually dance in the circle,mum was happy and dad was stunning. I just wanna ask the spoiler to move aside.SHAHRUL was battling with the spoiler group and i was like shouting ON TOP OF MY VOICE AND MY LUNGS ALMOST BURST OUT still he cannot recognise me. Wahlau,cousin like that kepa!
After that I join Shahrul and his friends. And then went to another circle that they build.A girl battling with a girl. It was cool but after this ...........(KEEP TO MYSELF) One more time,my body is burning so yeah,i did dance and ARUL was shouting "IRA!IRA!RUNS TO THE BLOOD!" Like duh, CUCU ABDUL RAHMAN&AZIZAH. That time i met NEW FRIENDS!It was freaking fun. I bump into alot of humans today,my old and new friends and mum was like "Idk that you have alot of friends?" Jumping here and there till i cannot take it,mum bring me outside to take A break.

So yeah i wanted to go home, really can't take it. Go MacDonald's first before heading home

You're not there when i need you,imy.

2008-12-31T22:21:00.000+08:00

Less than 1 hour and 3omins, it'll be the year 2009! overall, 2008 have been a great one for me. i'm still looking forward to the year 2009, hopefully things will turned out better. i just wished that i'll do well for my N's for next year, DANCING and i really want this love(familyandfriends) to go on and on.. i'm not asking much, just this 3 things will do.As for today, Mum decide to bring me out because my fever is 37.9!It is still okay?

I will update ssonn?!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 200099999!!!!

2008-12-31T17:37:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a very bad day. All alone today. Buy books for the two kiddos,back home and dress-up to re-register for my IC. I feel so dizzy and my chest started to ache and that's was on my way to lavender. If i know my chest was really that bad.I will stay at home. Waited like hell yeah long. I think i waited alone for 2 bloody hours and my que number was 437.I hatfa to wait for a 135 more humans.I dont mind if there is someone beside me that i could laugh and talk but there is no one beside me.I walk here and there.So yeah,my chest start barking at me

After that, i rushed to Sengkang to see the doctor.Here we go,i waited for 1hr 45mins for the doctor,padahal i'm the seven one.Waited again for the medicine for 10 mins. Really,i feel so isolated. I cried silently,i dont know why.HAHA. Worst then a Five years old kid. My doctor who check me was like shock la.
Doctor:Yes,syahirah.What's your problem.
Me:I got flu since a week ago and just now my chest was really painfull.Doctor: A week ago?AWWW.So i think you need more medicine.
Me: Eh NO! I thought it could be better.Doctor: How could you know,when you haven't check yourself?
and lastly she said :No Gassy Drinks for A month and go to the counter to collect your medicine

Some miracle happens,i dont know that i have a FEVER which is HIGH.40.1 degree!I don't know that i have throat infections but now i know.I
It wasn't a good day for me i guess.And school gonna reopen soon!(faints)

Today,
Mum don't let me go anywhere.The plan is if mum bring me out,i will go with her but
if she is not going anywhere,i will be meeting my friend but now I'm rioting at home.
The reason,i'm sick.Wahlau! :(
Btw Happy COUNTDOWN for EVERYONE WHO CELEBRATE WITH THE LOVE ONES :)

I hope 2009 will be the greatest :)

2008-12-29T20:30:00.000+08:00

Waste my freaking precious time doing IC today. I need to change my picture because of my fringe. Wahlah. But nah i killed the time by go to Nazurah crib which is at Pasir Ris.

I'm so in love with her little brother. He is just three months old. So yeah, kena lari pasal zuzu la ni.

Headed down to Sengkang to meet the rest and there is one insane guy who follow us everywhere. Zuzu and I run like one mad girl round and round. And then i told the security guard to scold him. I swear he is very scary. Atlast both of us really freak out,we hide inside long john sliver while waiting SAKINA,ADILAH AND ASYRAF(1). We did actually saw the insane guy outside. I was like "bluek" at the insane guy and he actually pointed finger at me. haha. So meet up Khairul and Faiz inside the train. Down to The Cathay. Buy tickets, grab our quick lunch at KOPITIAM. Two of the stall is HALAL. They give us eat shit. The spaghetti was so horrible untill i get stomach cramp. But those Rocking Humans cure it. Yes Man! Oh damn

Yes,yes man was awesome.ILOVEITTOBITS but that is after Khairul explain to me further.
Went CityHall,RafllesPlace,Peninsular and back home.

Look at the tickets,not them.haha

Wanna some?You can have it! EEEE.

The picture below taken By Adila :) Blur!!

Adilah.

Picuture of the day,Sakina!

2008-12-28T20:36:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18 ANNIVERSARY IBU AND AYAH.You gave me love that i could not asked for more.The love you gave me is very priceless.I know I'm lucky to have both of you in life.May allah blessed both of you. Amin.

Nazurah buzz me just now. So yeah she want to watch "YES MAN" with the same rocking humans who went to bowling. So i want to go but i must make my IC first. Tomorrow i must really drag myself alone to make IC and then I MUST pampered myself with the ROCKING HUMANS.

2008-12-27T00:09:00.000+08:00

I'm pretty sure that now i know that i can stand on my both feet. I don't want to have any stupid nonsensical problems eventhou i know i will have one. Six more days will be the new fresh 2009. I'm not sure what achievements i want for 2009. To set a target and to work for it is not a easy work to do. I hafta to brush up on my new abilities,mind-set and of course the way i think. I'm sure that out of 10,3 of them will pick me up when i fall. I think i must really asked myself what i wanna do in future because now I'm confused. How i gonna help my parents in 10 years time or maybe 10 years time i have my own family. I'm afraid that I'm fail but that's not means i give up.
"Give up" is the word that always flash on my mind when i do everything.Like just now,i do some puzzle thingy. I tell myself to think out of the box. I need to find my way to all my destinations that i want to go and achieve it.Common Syahirah,lets now waste any precious time :)

P.S: I haven't make my IC yet!hahaha.I'm so lazy!

2008-12-25T04:17:00.000+08:00

Conference with Firhan and Adia was meaningfull.Two hours talking,crying and laughing with them is not a waste at all.They told me to be more relax when handle things. Yes,true. Life is like a wheel,you won't always be on top. What's life without any challenges.The more problems you have,the more stronger you are. I really need to be more relaxing and stay happy.

Btw i will be changing my number today,so lets party.Adia was really happy and so do everyone.I think i won't be using 97*****8 because i find that alot of strangers that i don't know keep on beeping me.Sorry if i give wrong information to some of you.So just wait for my msg thru msn or via msgs.

So yeah went to Auntie Linda house to celebrate Syahidah birthday.It was a blast one but too bad i'm not feeling that well.I'm so happy that Auntie Linda expecting her Third Child.HURRAY!I want moreeee and moreeeee cousinssss.

MERRY XMAS TO ALL,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MAK(CHAI CHEE) AND MS NORMALAA!!

(You won't find me here,because i'm snapping the picture.

2008-12-23T20:55:00.000+08:00

DON'T MESS WITH DYNAMITES

Drama Camp was really awesome.First i would like to thanks all the Community members who put everything up.I did enjoyed myself with them.Especially my group members which is Tyas,Syafiq,Trevor,Chin Cheng and girl.There are the cutest group ever,we cheer,we bomb the other groups and scream.Really,they make my day and whatever they do they don't give up.That is the best thing ever.I LOVE MY FISH AND CO GROUP.The Funniest part is we bomb other cca who having cca,which is CHOIR AND NCC.Ncc so formal,but is really funny and then had some lunch.Continue our games,we play alot.I injured myself abit,alot of blue-black,scar and my whole body aching but is really fun.When i want to go for shower,i saw WADI,FAREEZ AND ALI.There look so bored and tired after NCC,so i entertain them by making silly jokes.You guys laugh only know and okaylah i give you chance for getting top3 okay?HAHAHHA.So yeah,in the toliet with julailah and raihan was really funny,HELLO?hahahha.After that we had our dinner and then some performance and then followed by NIGHT WALK.Is really fun,i swear.I shout like one mad women.I dont know that ghost can tickle people and afterthat laugh,right RAIHAN?Ju,Chella,Bailin.kishen,shawndy station was really fun to death,and the next station was dangerous,they grab our legs and hello we are blind-folded for heaven sake but is fun uh and then GAMES.Every game i injured myself.The best part of the night is THE DISCO time.
They blast the music,switch the lights and only light sticks.I dance,jump and sing with them.Most of them Free-Style in the middle of the circle but my dear Raihan was sick.
After than Movie Screening which Raihan feel very bad.Girl,take good care of yourself!

Second day,very relaxing.Julailah went home first and the rest was discussing about CCA OPEN HOUSE.The theme is really funny and the script the production group is still working on it.
I received a tiger soft from Shafiq,a cute teddy from Sharifah,a big lollipop by Danish,A deco by trevor,A gold ribbon by Kumar,A blue lighter from Shawndy,A rabbit soft toy by merelly and zul,charmine,aini,chin cheng for your chocolates.Thanks guys.We ate pizza for lunch.Thanks Mr Tan and Ms Lim.I went home straight,i dont know why i always bump into minah and matrep in 156 bus,I'm so pissed.They have no manners and selfish.There is one old lady but this minah doesn't care and refused to give the poor old lady seat and then i was like "boleh kasi dier tempat duduk itu tak?" I have no choice to do that.What kind of MUSLIM are you?!

and lastly i would like to wish Happy 7th Birthday to my little sister,Nur Syahidah.All the best in your life,study hard and god bless you.I really love you.

Raihan loves hug and i love her

A few of them :)

haha.only can see me and Trevor.

2008-12-22T02:44:00.000+08:00

Hey BlogFace,I just want to close down my blogspot soon.I'm thinking about that now.This past new days there is lotsa things happening.More to nagative part,well is a part and parcell of life.I have to stand up for myself no matter what happens.No turning back but to look forward and head's up.Right Raf?I have some guardian angel who safe me from some incident which is Arisya and Fizal.You're great friend.Like Seriously.Happy Longlast Relationship!I found a good friend of mine which is MD RAFIQ,like i say A GOOD FRIEND but if someone who want to twist the story,go ahead.I don't care.I meet up with my old friends which is SITI NURHAYATI,ZAKI AND FATHIN.We catch up alot and we went our usual spot to seat down and chill.That was freaking three years ago. See how fast time files,i can't imagine i grown that fast.We laugh like one mad people who just sent to IMH.

Actually i publish this post on 23 december due to on 22 december something wrong and i will be telling about drama camp soon.

2008-12-17T19:08:00.000+08:00

My lill cousin came to visit me today.
Since i have nothing to do so i accompany Nur Haziqah binte Sulaiman to Compass Point and then S.Park!Have a great laugh with her.She is just primary five she came all the way to Tampines to meet up with me.How sweet she is.So i cook abit for her and then again and again she cant stop tickle me.

Mum acting cute by saying "People who dont go out from the house,i will give you 1dollar.If 5 days,5 dollar!" Mum is trying to tell the two kiddos to stay at home.
So yes yesterday i never go out and she seriously give me 1DOLLAR.

So yeah,Syahirah can you stop demoralizing yourself?HAHA!

2008-12-14T20:38:00.000+08:00

My computer is getting better.Thanks Allah!I think god is testing my patient.
I stay at home today.The weather is really good today,agree?
I wanna dance on stage now can?I miss dancing,put up a best show and enjoying myself on stage.
I dance alot this week eventhou is a busy week but hey i put every 1hour to just dance and try new steps.I think more than an hour.haha.I hope my computer can really works well,i wanna watch alot of hiphop video at YouTube but too bad,is very laggy.Its okay,well i make one dance routine for IN THE AYER.So people,any show for me?I'm ready for it!

I don't want to post it because i think is not that good.You see,I'm not that Professional dancer.
I only can shake my butt and body off.Move around and jump around like one idoit.Talking about dancing,i also miss acting too.Can't for DRAMA CAMP.I'm so into performing arts.So,not happy with that?HAHAHA.

NAZURAH.DEDICATE ME ONE VIDEO please?only for me!Because i dedicate this video to my
bestfriends,girlfriends,boyfriends and bff(bitch fu*k forever)I LOVE NAZURAH YAWW AND I KNOW NaZURAH LOVE ME TOO :)
ENJOY KAY :)

2008-12-13T20:49:00.000+08:00

I have been going out everyday lately and surprisingly mum never nag.I just get back from TOWN with my 2lovely girls,JULAILAH AND RAIHAN and i saw my auntie,farah!My PMS suck to the core.I enjoy the fried mars but after eating it i feel like vomiting everything out.I'm so happy that my Internet today is okay.Atleast now is better than a few months ago.Thanks eh computer!

I've been having sleepless nights lately, I don't know why!I'm thinking too far about my future and i don't have time to mind people stuff(get it girl?)I'm referring to someone.K lets not talk about that,waste my time.I know I'm not at fault why should i bother?INMATURED! what i gonna do after my ITE,i wont stop at ITE i will go far perhaps POLY OR UNI.(thinking) Seriously,i wanna make my parents happy.

Time files so fast without realising that i have grown up so fast.Hello 2009?and goodbye 2008?
So whatsupp people,can you just believe it that next year is my last freaking year in BOWEN?
My last year with my lovely bowen classmates?I gonna miss everything with em.Did i just say that?haha.Yeah,true.How i wish i can know em even better and now i really miss them.Their craps,laughter and even their funny character that always make my day.I never regret to have a great classmates like you guys.Is awesome!Schoolmates?I do miss em very much.Especially my DRAMAMATES!DRAMA CAMP ISSS COMING SOON!Yeah man!

Before i forget, i haven't make my IC yet.haha.My birthday was in AUGUST and now i haven even have a time to make one.Like my mum said just now "GO OUT WITH FRIENDS CAN,MAKE IC LAZY!" I think i gonna make it soon maybe this MONDAY.Maybe only.

2008-12-11T15:36:00.000+08:00

Bowling date is really awesome.With a bunch of rocking people is really make my day.
They make me laugh,smile and giggles.But someone trying to put a thunder into our day but hey we still ingored the MAT REP WEARING PINK who trying to be cool by pushing the boys and not letting them pass by.The boys are still cool okay and they know how to control and not putting a fight with the stupid mat.Give them around of applause!

So bowling was fun.Nazurah make me laugh when she is trying to follow what the uncle do beside her,she failed but is really funny girl.I hope you are okay.Sakina the most pro.Adilah dont give up,Shairah welldone,Ainun not comment for you havent start yet the bowl terjatuh and the boys ,great job.I enjoy being with them and i hope more outing coming up alright?I'm gonna miss every single one of you soon.

Thanks to NAZURAH,SITI,SHAIRAH,SAKINA,AIN,ADILAH,KHAIRUL,ASYRAF(1),ASYRAF(2),ARSHARD AND FAIZ.Is really a blast one guys :)

2008-12-09T21:21:00.000+08:00

Omg,TOMORROW IS BOWLINGGGGG DAY.
ZUZU JUST CALLED ME.
HURRRRRAYYYYYYYYY.
Lets laugh and laugh like we always do peepz.

2008-12-08T20:58:00.000+08:00

Hari Raya Haji was really bored.Like Seriously la but hey after going at AUntie house everthing change.Can't stop laughing with her jokes.The cake was delicious,Swensens cake.And theyy buy 2 cake.OMG.nice!HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY FATIMAH JURAH :)

Auntie I'm so sorry.YOUR WONDERFOOL pictures

ThaT IS mak sitting on the chair.Auntiee nice posinggg

The yummyyyy swensens cake..

:)

AKU KN FEELING2.da biase la.

AND bowling date with cvss is coming yaww.SAKINAAA AKU TUNGGU kau nyer huggg baby.

Lets enjoy together CVSS PEEPS,i miss all of you.

P.S:EVERYONE WAIT FOR HONGKONG TRIP PICTUES KAY?I will be updating soon!next year perhaps.no time lah

2008-12-04T16:48:00.000+08:00

Alright,Dont talk about HONKONG trip first.I will tell you in details when i get all the pictures,i enjoyed it so much sia.

I'm really pissed of when someone judge me by its cover.I dont feel i am so talented and smart and people may think i live life wihout any problems.Hell yeah,i have alot of problems.Common people,i'm sick with it.You may think i have a 5room flat and a car i'm so lucky.LUCKY KEBABAI SIA!I suffer alot so do my parents and sibling.You think i get what i want?FUCK.NO,i wish to get what i want but i dont get what i want.Get it?I see my parents suffer alot,to get out of that FUCKING HOUSE IN TAMPINES and to give that to my gandparents wihout taking any CENTS and now you guys said that my dad ungkit?Bapak aku tk ungkit tapi korang bila bbual mcm gitu ko kasi bapak aku marah.Ko fikir bapak aku jek marah,aku pon marah.PASAL AKU KECIK2 KURANG KASIH SAYANG MAK BAPAK.FUCK LA.SHUT UP MOUTH UP.Well,i suffer alot and yes my eldest brother too.Both of us sometimes separated because of both of my parents working too hard and when i have a new born borther which is haziq,only every friday i get to see him.I sent to tampines and abang at chai chee.Is it fair for us?NO!I must say my own family members are cruel.Kau senang ckp yg tu hak krg,abeh aku?HAK AKU SEBAGAI MANUSIA,SLALU KENA HANTAR SINI SANA,KORANG TAHU TK?Sampai mak aku terlambat amik aku dari sekolah,aku kena tunggu mcm budak bodoh.Yes i remember everything because is too sour until i cant forget.My dad teach me not to ask for sympatic.My dad is the best man.He is a hot temper but deep inside his heart he is a very good person.My childhood sucks thanks to _________.My parents work too hard and i never ever hear them complain about "TIRED-NESS" They never give up to find ways to find money.
I dont want to have a big house but i just want my parents and sibling together.I dont want to see my both parents work so hard,i just want them to enjoy life.I dont want to see my past again but i want to see my presence.You want to be me?Yes you can,take all my sufferness and i have more to say but it is to personal.

Why i'm in NORMAL TECH?I dont get the much moral support.You wanna know the reason?Because of my childhood.I dislike to study because the environment is not good and i wish i can go back ot my childhood and do everything back,but now it is too late.Before getting Sengkang as my neighbourhood,i stay at bedok.Thanks to my LOVING KAK YAH AND AUNTIE.They took care of me.First we live 1room flat and then 3 room flat.i WISH I CAN PAY BACK ALL THEIR FAMILY KINDNESS TO ME.I called their parents as MAK.Well,mak is the best nenek sedare.I LOVE THE FAMILY AND SO DO MY FAMILY MEMBERS.

Dad work as a fire fighter so he will work shift.2 morning,2 nights and 2 off and the 2 off he will go work again work as despatch and i seldom see my dad at home.Mum?Work as operation leader,start work at 7-3pm but she will take her anotehr shift to earn more money.They work too hard.

I will promised to myself that oneday i will get a good certificate,good job and ask them to stop working.I want to take care of them and syahirah forget about the past and move on.
THIS YEAR HARI RAYA HAJI GONNA BE FREAKING BORED.

People will feel flattered by the extra attention that you are giving them, and their hearts will be warmed by your unique way of expressing how you feel. Let your unique ideas flow.
p.s:I LEARN TO PICK MYSELF UP

2008-11-24T19:38:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA!Hey blogface!

Is really been a long time i haven't update my blog.I hafta lotsa things to tell you.Lotsa up and downs.

Bowling.
I went bowling with my close cousins or should i say my auntie and uncles?HAHA.Both can lah.
My eldest brother was generous and treat.I'm not that professional and should i say that i'm suck at it?Yes,really i'm super suck.The first game the total of 6 longkongs and i get 14 points total.Omg,i'm so expert!2nd game was great,the help of abang sham and kak yah i get my first strike and total of 87 points,if i am not wrong,after that we went dinner at BURGERKING,the crew who serve us isa phipino.I swear is super funny.We want large coke okay?and she goes oh "lARGE COCK?"omg,i keep on laughing and laughing and then abang go on his seperate way and i slept over at my cousins place,i cant stop laughing with farah jokes.She can wake up and talk to me again and again.K i ENJOY ITTT!!!

DRAMA TRAININGS FOR 2 and half weeks.
Is a heart attack but i super enjoy it.ILOVEMYSEC1BATCH but not ________.
He is super rude.They rockk my sockss!

Family dinner.
IS A BLAST MAN.SEAFOODD BABY!Iloveit,so do my cousins and family.

Nephew,AUFA MANTEEN turns 1 YEAR CELEBRATION was a great one.Oh no,kak longkeep on calling me AUNTIE IRAH,NOOO!!Kakak kay AUFA?gOOD BOY!Be good to your mummy!
New babygirl cousin,SHARIFAH NATISHA ALYA a cute little one.Mwahs!
and not forgeting ROS AMIRAH BINTE ROSLI SOMEHOW HOW MY FAR FAR FAR FAR AWAY COUSINS,atleast we're connected.

actually there is moreeeee i want to tell you but i'm super lazy and forgeting about my hp,i'm stress nowww!Dont remind me kay?
Tomorrow is my 4D3N HONGKONG TRIP,pray for me.

2008-10-30T20:37:00.000+08:00

Today is a nice day.My girls add in sugar into my day today.Is so sweet.Nazurah and Shairah visited me just now.So we watch some dance show as three of us loves to dance.So yeah the show is nice but pirated.haha.The quality is good also and i enjoyed so much.Thank you sayangku.

So and then Nazurah have to meet with her friend,i don't want to follow because i dont know them that well and then Shairah meet up with her boyfriend so she dragg me along.Actually i dont want to go but she force me to go.Yes,i did catch up with her.We talk and i make up a new friend there.I got to go afterthat.I am so bloody stupid,i was day-dreaming while waiting the bus and the i missed the bus.So hell yeah i waited another 20mins.

Yesterday talk for 1 hour with nazurah and she asked me this bonus questions.
"If you reach your legal age,would you like to go clubbing?"
Hahaha.I would like to say ofcourse i would like to go once at the time.It is because i love to dance.Not because i want to find some fishes.Where still you can go to shake your booty.Clubbing is a nice ambience and music,espeacially with your friends.
Nazurah was shock when i told her that.She never expected me to say like that.She expected me to say "ASTAUFIRRLAHALAZIMM,masyalllahh!"HAHHAHAHHAHAH.SO girl,18 yeah?We dance together kay?Green and Red Vespa?!OTW.

2008-10-29T17:44:00.000+08:00

Holidays is freaking bored.Adding fats everyday infront of the tv.Doing nothing.I'm so sick staying at home.hahaha.All my agenda at home is to clean the house.So boring.But i do spent my time watch dvd's like GOSSIP GIRLS,HELLO PANDA,HarryPorter and etc.